To mumsie with love

happy mother's day to mumsie !

i wanna use this day to thank my mumsie for all the support she has given me

and the love that she has given unconditionally

people might not understand our relationship

and they have no right to have any opinions

all mothers are the greatest

in the past

i used to think

why mumsie is not as caring as so and so's mum ?

how come mumsie cant understand a teenager's mind ?

but as i grew older

i begin to learn that what shes doing

is just trying to love us in her own way

theres no right or wrong to loving

i know it sounds cheesy la

im glad that she's still around to nag and act cute to me

though i do not appreciate her naggins most of the time

but i definitely do know that

if she were to leave me

i couldnt imagine how my life would be like

i remembered coming home crying one night

she was so upset that she literally tore my door down

demanding an explanation

then she nearly stormed off to confront that person who made me cry

such reckless actions are often practiced by dear mumsie

hahaha

her crazy antics includes sneaking behind a couple kissing publicly and say not pai seh meh ?

hahaha

walking behind someone and said loudly

his leg very short hor ?

or seeing a plus size person then whisper to me

eh ur future lor

hahaha

childish mum

but i still adore her

im blessed with a mum who can understand how i feel

allowing me to do the things i want to do though that often comes with consequences

someone who jokes around with me

and yet love me like how the greatest mother would

i couldnt ask for more

i treasure those times when she would come home slightly earlier to tell me whats happening to her staff

or what clothes she just bought

a friend she is to me

i love her loads

happy mother's day mumsie

love ya

i know i have not been a good daughter

we rarely meet

i dont really help out with the housechores

does occasionally washing dishes and making the bed counts ?

hahaha

when she's home i'm out

when she's working i'm home

sometimes we dont get to talk for days

but we never felt like we missed out on each other's life

last week

i told her to make 10th free

she told me " ask papa go can ? "

me : huh ? go what ?

mumsie : go school la. 10th ask me go school right ?

omg

she just ask dad to celebrate mother's day for her

triple lols

well

thats my mum for u

i think i'll be crazier than her when i adopt one kiddo

lol

pray for the child i'll adopt like 15 yrs frm now ?

hahaha

he/she should be in heaven taking queue number to come down

lol
I wish I could tell you,

Mum how much you mean to me....

But there are no words to say

how much I admire you...

how much I appreciate you...

how much I thank you

for everything you've done.
If I have forgotten to express my gratitude

For any of these things,

I am thanking you now...

and I am hoping that you've known all along,

how very much you are loved and appreciated.

If I could give you diamonds

for each tear you cried for me.

if I could five you sapphires

for each truth you’ve helped me see.

If I could give you rubies

for the heartache that you’ve known

If I could give you pearls

for the wisdom that you’ve shown.

Then you’ll have a treasure, mumsie,

that would mount up to the skies

That would almost match

the sparkle in your kind and loving eyes.

and to sum it up

i thank you from the heart for all you've done for me

hahahahaha

Today, I overheard my mother and sister talking so I stopped to eavesdrop. I recently enlisted in the Marines, and they were talking about what they would do with the money if I died. FML

Today, I went to meet my girlfriends parents for the first time. I accidently drove past their house the first time, but saw the whole family outside waiting to meet me. I pulled a U-Turn and heard a thud. The whole family watched me run over their dog. FML




Today, I ran for my school's elections for President. I thought I was popular enough to win. I lost, by 61 votes, my grade is only 62 people. I was the only one to vote for myself. FML




Today, I found a box of birthday candles sitting on the coffee table. Bored, I lit one, and after a minute I threw it away and sat back down on the couch. I started looking at the box and noticed that it said "Magic Re-Lighting Candles" at the exact moment that my trash can burst into flames. FML



Today, I was at the gym and I saw a really cute guy working out nearby. I tried to get his attention by taking off my shirt and smiling at him. When he walked over to me, instead of asking for my number, he just said "Can you please put that back on? Thanks". FML



Today, I was holding a lit cigarette in one hand and a lollipop in the other. Guess which one I licked? FML

yesterday was the chui-est day ever

hahaha

it was raining in the morning and i got sooooo close to skipping school

but still

i attended school

lesson quite ok la

anyhow bomb one

weiyi came over to my table then we sat on the floor taking photos

hahaha

jennifer joined us

finished up my rj in class

cut cake for joanne's bday

took a cab down to ecp

lobang feve at lavender too

hahaha

the cab fare was a killer !

close to 40 bucks

but lucky got sponsor

lol

i dk why my post is in reverting order

this is suppose to be at the bottom

hahaha

actually we went to bongo after ecp

cos it's the last day to try out for new uni

not that bad leh the uni

people keep telling me the shorts is very shorts machiam fbt

but i wear it to my knee leh

lol

but i dont like the back of the shirt

eeewwww

hahaha

better hope and pray they change our hat to baseball caps ! whooooo

anw

is faizal copy cass ok

hahaha

desserts

the aftermath

hahaha

everyone was starving !

except me la

hahaha

i already ate in school

lol

this guy was so hungry he can eat 1 000 000 satays

hahahahaha

kid u not

the others did some roller blading and cycling before me and feve came

u can view the photos at faizal's multiply

and and and

jennifer said some funny to me

she said

eh u dont laugh leh

u laugh it tickles my stomach

lol lol lol lol lol

i think later go school sure chui one

hahaha

enterprise lesson just now was quite alright

not as disastrous compared to last week

very fun actually

i had fun laughing

lol

after school,tu my time accompany naz to fix her laptop prob with joanne and weiyi

then had jap curry chicken rice

aftwards slowly walk to buy starburst that janice asked me to buy for her

finally took bus to yishun

hahaha

but then no matter how pro i am at dragging my time

faizal that halal boy will still be later than me !

kns

hahaha

ask me time him

confirm reach within 15 mins

bluff people one

lol

anway he acc me to order my mother's day cake , bought the bird nest for mum and also the cake i bought for joanne's bday

got a tee and a silver bling bling flip flop and joanne's bday present

i dk what she like leh

so i got her something i like

hahaha

and wth lor my pay shortage 100 bucks again

2nd month already leh

when u earn 3k a month , 100 bucks is peanuts to u

but when u earn 300 bucks a month , 100 bucks is a lot to lao niang !

thats like 1/3 of my pay can

hahaha

nvm

shall wait and see what i should do now

and today a perv told me to stand beside _____ and smell her boobc cos it smells f nice

eeeeeee year she lang

hahahahaha

anw

happy 18th joanne (:

TGIF

Yay ! it's the weekend !

first week in school is over

actually it's quite enjoyable

esp thur and fri's modules

i cant believe im saying this

cos its math and science module !

gosh

hahaha

still deciding what IG i should join

smell say dont join

just go for talks

hahaha

but im thinking of volunteering ?

think i need to change my permanent wrking schedule to fri and sat alr

if not chui ah !

hahaha

so today i slept in

hahaha

14 hours of sleep !

one week's worth of sleep rolled into one day

ive never felt more alive

hahaha

free cone day (21st)

hey

it's free cone day on the 21st !

how can lao niang miss it ?

hahahaha

suppose to meet alex at 711 then go work together

but when i see he wasnt online

99.9 % pon school already

hahaha

so wenta work alone

waited for him at zoo bus stop

then went to queue for the ice cream

hahaha

their bright yellow free cone day shirt damn cool la !!!!!

got the chocolate fudge ice cream

then start work already

beer counter

no business one leh

hahaha

anyway

still very quiet in school

hahaha

but today's lesson is fun !

blood

finally something i can understand

hahaha

it's friday !

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im going to sleep in perhaps go read on the 6p all over again

pay comes i sure go out liao

buy more tees !

and the ripcurl cap

it feels good to get allowance again

feels like im 16 all over again

hahaha

im sure i didnt understand somethings for the past lessons

hahaha

omg

IG havent start i chui alr

hahaha

W14H

first day of school today

was late

lol

8am fereal still at jurong

hahaha

but im not the latest

then wah kao

never configure laptop properly

needa go down IT helpdesk configure again

team 1 for presentation

today very diam

hahaha

in my class

i saw someone who behaves like yunos

saw someone who looks like fareez

like nadillah

like vaizh

like lester

like alvin

even ravi and my brother

hahahahahaha

even the faci looks like my cousin

made some new friends

but still the comp idiot

hahahahaha

then went home with smelly

she la

ask me go her class see her ec

lame ass

hahaha

baked rice ! fave (:

he looks so gay after threading his brows . hahaha

carl's junior

went out some time last week

purpose : forgotten !

hahaha

went to meet faizal at tiong bahru

i told him im starving !!!!!!!!!

he asked me to wait for him outside

then he passed me orange milkshake or something like that

cant remember

then came chicken wrap !

slurp !

delicious . wheeeeeeeeee

then came oreo cake !

omg

full to the brim man

i didnt finish the cake

i dont fancy cakes

cheesecakes and ice cream cakes only (:

shortly after

feve came over

bought a headband

then off to vivo

they had carl's junior

while i had strawberry milkshake

talked a lot

actually

they talked a lot

i just laughed non stop

hahaha

suppose to catch a movie

i wanted handsome suit

but no more seats ):

went up skypark to lepak

talk talk talk

i got to know soooo many

jaw dropping stuffs !

my mouth kept hanging open

omg

omg

i cant believe these man !

faizal will say close your mouth la five flies just went in

hahaha

time flies

skypark closing

we still had loads of topics and stuff to talk about !

took last train to town

many girls rushing for the train

we had no idea why they're running

so being a typical sgporean

i told them to run too

hahaha

so our convo goes like this

cass : eh , why are they running ?

faizal : no idea leh

cass : aiya then we run also !

feve : hahaha ok !

had supper at xin wang

then night rider home

i guess thats our fun day

we can do nothing but just chatted the entire day away

thats the kind of outing i enjoyed

no need to plan to go shop

or anything fancy

i'd love it simple and fulfiling (:

gtg

gotta go configure my laptop

like finallyyyyyyyyyyyy

hahaha

and yup

i didnt went for orientation

dont feel the need to anyway

byeeeeeeeeeeee

bestie (:

girls !!!!!!!!!!!

our dear aster tay is attached now !!!!!!!!!

wheeeeeeeeeee

happy or not happy or not ?

hahaha

im so happy for her man

she finally found the guy for her aft 3 years

heh

and her bf found her blog through mine

lol

so

oi jonathan

if u bully aster

i wont hestitate to beat u up one ah

hahaha

and aster , bring him back for me to bully ok ?

hahaha

i cant wait !

good things happening all at once

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

im going to tell yueniang

byeeeeeeeeee

yueniang

hey ho !

hahaha

intro to u my fish !

guess whats his name ?

yueniang !

hahaha

cool name hor ?

named after little nyonya

hahahahahaha

anyway

yueniang has been with me for a month alr

it took me so long to intro him

say hello yue niang !

yueniang (:

nurul acc me sometime back to get my laptop bag

thanks thanks !

and colourful earpiece !

colourful shoes !

You held me
when I fainted
when I broke down
You gave me the strength and courage
to stand up again
you gave this wonderful love to me
I know these words are not enough but,
I want to thank you
You are so wonderful to me~
Sometimes you made me laugh
sometimes I would cry
because I was so moved
I have not given you anything
you were just thankful that I was born
I was always the one who took
but you would always say sorry
You are so wonderful to me~
I could not believe it at first
because I was afraid I would be left alone
so I tried to stay distant from you
But you gave me strong faith to believe
you were always there for me
You are so wonderful to me

ive already moved on

sorry for making so many people worried

heh

i thought i was weak and im going to collapse this time

but it merely took me 4 days ? to overcome this

hhahaha

Because, right now, the important part for me is that i don't know how to say goodbye mydear friend.

The part that is missing, the part that I'm looking for is how not to lose a friend like you. You may not be my best but you are definitely my close

I'm crying like i lost someone. Actually, i did

Things that i will miss... the 1st time we bitch about others..Non stop laughing with you.snakes..rats..spitting lemonade at Ur face..laughing at the elephant joke..taking wrong train when miting up to Bugis..Diaso..ikea..planning tgt..I'll never regret all this.. bcox it made me smile..also made me tear..

and i sat there crying again

all over again

everything kinda ended

true stories dont have happy endings

im someone who will run away once reality is not as ideal as fairytales

this time

i didnt run away

i heard so many bad stuff u said abt me

from so many ppl

and i cried a whole lot these few days

but i believed u when u said u didnt say it

perhaps im dowright stupid to people

but i can tell u im not

trust is the most important thing

even if u did said it

i couldnt care less anymore

secrets will still be secrets

i will not reveal who said this who told this to bla bla bla

even when everyone in the world didnt believe u

i do

though im the person "u" talked abt

before that phone call

i thought that im going to have an argument of so u think i believe u ?

but it didnt happen that way

now theres nothing i could except cry

have i been used to get back at her ?

or is she lying ?

i dont care

this is torture

purely torturing

and im glad i have so many people ard me

whom i know will never hurt me

i know she never thought of even hurting me

when i received this msg

cass if u really think that i said it then im sorry

im nt going to work anymore

i cnt face those who says all that abt me.

i really cant.

all along,i trust them

and i get shit for nothing

i maybe a bitch but i never let my friends down

they are the2nd most important thing i have

now i dont have any

last words

thanks for becoming my laughing gas

thanks for cheering me when im down

i appreciate it lots

bye

i just sat there crying for a long time

but i gained a lot from this

i helped some people realised things

i got to know some friends whom im not close to

sense that im upset

more than those whom i called close friends and they dont even care

i wanna thank n ______ c______ f________j_______y______n_____

and i got a surprise

someone left a cookie and a packet of tissue in my locker

and told me to stop crying cos he's very worried

tyvm (:

and someone who is always on the phone with me

and a big mr nice guy and trustworthy friend

always asking me

are u ok ?

tyvm to u too (:

and to that someone who always sms me to ask me

are u alright ? everything ok ?

tyvm to u three (:

and to joyce

who can sense im upset since day one

tyvm to u four

and to my bestie

who felt so bad she wasnt there for me and would call me tomorrow night

tyvm to u five six seven eight (:

but im wrking ):

but it's alright

i knew u wished u were here for me

and thats all i need

im crying so hard i cant breathe

my nose is blocked

my ears are blocked

i cant even make out what im trying to say

how could u do this to me ?

when i trusted u the most ?

it really hurts a lot

a lot

a lot

sucks to cry so hard on april's fool

did u even treat me as a friend ?

i thot we were real tight

the last time i was sad ?

i cant even remember

the last time i cried ?

i cant even think when

and yet ive wasted an entire box of tissue on u

why

youve hurt a lot of people

but me ?

i knew u were capable of hurting those ard u

but me ?

being nice has a price to pay

that is people or rather someone sensitive will doubt

and im glad that those i thought who would stand by u

actually knows that u are that kind of baddie

i didnt know u are like that

till that day u said it to my face and i had to use all of me to stop myself frm crying

i dont think i can sleep

i need someone badly now