Today is just not my day
it's everything rolled into one
disappointment,upset,stressed,crushed
and a huge emotional breakdown
dont ask me about it
i wont tell

finally done with math ut !
so glad there is super calculator
at least can pass math already
worked afterwards
not much business due to the rain
and i was extremely late for work
last counter today
con jianyang into buying me a scoop of bnj
whoohoooooo
cheer up uncle (:
was thinking
wear specs ? or no specs ?
how come my eyebags so big?!

and it's gone when i dont smile

and im fucking cranky now
from the lack of sleep and the weather

new media ut
dk if i can score well
but it's over already no point dwelling on it
and i won fillet o fish and free 3rd and 4th pax for star cruise !
ytd i got fillet o fish free
the day before ytd i got nuggets free
whoohoooooo
not like joanne everytime get free small fries
hahahahaha

choa chu kang stadium will be used
as training venue for singapore youth olympic games 2010 !
whoohoooooo
trying to get weiyi to volunteer
but i dont think she can
she will be under 18 in 2010
sian

this is junwen and his bday cake
see ?
i didnt eat the cake whooohoooo

this was yesterday
watched imagine that
storyline not great
it's the actors that brought the story to life
self entertain with weiyi
then off to bowl at marina
buay song leh
the lane was faulty and the people working there seriously has attitude problem
off to get cake for wenqi
had dinner at popeye's
took lots of photos

the guys didnt know what we were doing
well maybe except hendrix lol

pretending to bash wenqi up

joanne attention seeking sia hahahaha

my idea lol
sabo esmond hahaha

outcasting wenqi

da xiao ren

i dont know what is this hahaha

wenqi with the guys

the girls

just back from wenqi's bday celebration
took lots of crap pictures like buddha hand and halloween scary people and bashing wenqi up
will blog more in details in pictures if tml lesson is easy
after school gotta stay back
wenqi gonna coach us math
whoohoooo
china friends rock my sock
ps i dont know what your msg is trying to tell me
i dont know if im thinking too hard or it really is a hint

what are you going to do for world kindness day ? give free hugs ?

donate to the needy ?

give up your seat for others ?

tell your family you love them ?

give flowers to your loved ones ?

be kind to animals ?

smile ?

volunteer ?

are these acts done only on world kindness day or can you do them on a regular basis ?

forgot which day was it already
see we so free
actually it was during our breaktime
halloween part 3
hahahahaha

look like the UP cartoons or not ? hahahaha

if im free tml
i'll upload the videos we took last week .
those not so ugly ones
but i think all ugly loh

i just got sicker i think
i blew my nose countless times when i went to borrow marketing book
got dad tiramisu as he was craving for it , strawberry coldset and his favourite mango cake
im not satisfied with my daily grade
cant the faci see that im doing the work ?
i was the scribe , i presented the solution , i even saved what im going to say in word doc , i helped to find the pictures
and i got a fucking c
what is this ?
i can dont bother anything and just present at meeting 3 and still get a C what
so i went to get marketing book
if this continues i will focus on my uts instead of daily grades
fucking pissed
now i utd how wenjie feels
do more get lower grade

day was ok
i was late for school
extremely late
when i went in to class
classmates asked faci does she know who i am
hahaha
then they made fun of me
did ppt with joanne
then had lunch before ut starts
i definitely wont do well for marketing
sian
went home after that
tomorrow is going to be a long day
cognitive in sem 2 is so hard
after school gotta get help from kch for math
if i pass math i would bai tekong alr sia

thanks for the concern (:
my knee is better now
im walking normally but slowly
and it's still swollen
celebrated junwen's bday during m1
today was math module
so many people went off during second meeting that only 3 groups were left
i dont understand math at all
think i need to sos for help before ut
after school
stayed back for faci to guide us for ut
then went to lib for marketing revision
didnt do much
i need to sit down in silence to absorb
went home and i read through marketing 6p for p1 and 2
real tired now
cos my mucus is free flow and i sneezed a lot of time when i reached home my nose is all blocked now and the medication is damn freaking strong
gonna sleep till 5am then study again
tomorrow's communication
it's about snails , ive already gotten the pictures for ppt and read up on it
i dont wanna fail because i wanna get back at (blank)who backstabbed me
evaluate me neutral and disagree when i helped get slides
just to put me down so can get higher grade ?
dream on man , u can evaluate i cannot meh ?
too bad i evaluate u neutral
i was too much wasnt i ? totally not
if someone step on top of your head just for their own selfish purpose
i dont think they deserve my help
at least i didnt evaluate u disagree LIKE U DID
questionnaire, segment targetting , market position 5am ah
life is so unpredictable , one second you are close to him
the other you are enemies , was it my fault or was it yours ?
why is it that everytime something happens , i would think of the past and forget about it ?
do i regretted ? no . i dont . im happier now that you are out of my life .
today i saw a girl carrying sunflowers and she was basking in happiness
two guys gave me sunflowers before , but you made me happiest
ive deleted and thrown away everything that reminds me of you
because i dont see the need for them to remain in my life
but one day i saw this little gift from u at the back of the wardrobe , forgotten
i remembered vaguely some people hid the gift as a prank and i told them to give it back cos it was precious to me
but even at that point of time
the words i said and the way i feel dont seem to tally
im sorry i discarded u .
i built walls around me for fear of hurting myself if i give too much of myself away
and im sorry i have never liked u

try

i walked with a limp today
when to wenqi's hostel to "study" for today's ut with weiyi
came up with a bunch of lame videos
hahahahahahaha
while walking to bus stop
i slipped and fell on the drain cover -hard
i swear i couldnt get up
and i had a hard time trying to sleep cause it was really painful
and my right knee is swollen now
even dad is shocked to see it so swollen .
and i fell on gravel pavement as well so i got rashes-like cuts
had cognitive ut today
afterwards showed the guys the vids we came up with
went to buy junwen's cake
gonna go sleep soon
must reach school early
junwen's birthday cake is with me lol
and I DIDNT EAT IT HOR

im in school today !
reached school at 8am ok
real proud of myself
marketing today
i find it easy
there was this funny part
w14h had this mass convo we were discussing about neo birthday today
christina said she alr GREET neo happy bday
esmond was like greet ?!?
u greet him good morning huh ?
hahahahahahahahahahaha
i cant take it i burst out laughing
and faci saw so she asked me question
i couldnt even answer cos when i merely open my mouth
i burst out laughing
so went trcc to get cakes for neo
i took my revenge !
MEI GUAN XI
HAHAHAHAHA
every time i watched my bday video
i will remember clearly to take revenge
and i smashed the cake on the side of his face which dropped on his shirt
whoooohooooo
happy bday neo hor
took pics w joanne adam

this year's halloween is a flop !
blame the weather
what is suppose to be a major success halloween celebration
was a total failure
no fire show , no creatures of the night show , characters only at shelter
zbar turned into fly swatting zone
i was supposed to walk into zbar alone with the heavy rain
but luckily jy went in together with me
my boots were all wet
damn disgusting
today lily drove us in instead
but we were still wet . cant win the rain la lol
im exhausted still though
i had to do a lot this weekend
how nice would it be if i can find replacement tomorrow
i still have a lot to do !
first ut on tue . die !