I dreamt that mum passed on
i even saw her coffin and her cause of death was heart attack
but she came back after she died
as usual after work
i hugged her and told her not to die
woke up from my dream immediately
it was the scariest dream ive ever had
beats the nightmare when the lady in black was standing outside my door wanting to play with me
at least thats the only nightmare ive ever had
cried a lot
told mum about it
she laughed at me
she said it's just a dream
if it's a bad dream , it means that something good will happen in reality
even asked for numbers to buy 4d
ftw to my mum
the dream felt so real , it scares me of my dream were to become reality

I waited for you to come online and you didnt
you fucking shithead
hahahaha , nah .
I'm understanding . wont blame you for it
I know you are busy and all
have a nice day
and good morning (:

I cannot understand why the 927 bus uncles always forgets me
they always park their buses at the interchange totally forgetting me
and i had to walk to the front to get them notice i'm still in the bus .
and they will whistle , sing and clap when they thought no one is in the bus already .
HAHAHAHAHA

finally an off day for me
makes me treasure this off day a lot
cos i need my sleep badly
fri saw me handling large order of 69 pax
mary and i were making 69 cokes together
then sending them to the tables
kitchen needed help so i went in to do the hot dogs while mary and some other people sent the food over
melvin and i had to clear all 69 orders omg fml maxxxxxxxxxxx damn tiring not forgetting the other tables ( and there were another large order of 18 pax)
next day changed to kitchen and grill side cock up
a lot of orders , receipts reached the floor kind of busy
had like 4 people on grill side
me ? fried side lol . one person only , cos not busy
and today is a happy day , i got what i wanted (:

why must good people die young ?
yasmin ahmad is so talented , her ads are so meaningful
it's videos like these that reminded me
why i seldom talk back to my parents , why everytime mumsie blast songs early in the morning and i couldnt find the means to get up and scold/turn the music off , why spending money on them gives me so much happiness , why dad's knee bother me , why they love me so much , why dad bother to travel all the way to msia just to buy dinner for me when im not working , why mumsie buys me almost anything i want
it's the little things like this that makes me think why i react the way i do
they are my family , i would not hurt them intentionally
life is short , i dont want them to pass on and i think to myself
i should have treated them better , i shouldnt have done that , i shouldnt have.....
i want to have the ability to say , ive given them so much love and happiness i think they were happy ever since the day i was born
no human is perfect , but we could minimise the harm and hurt
bitch less , love more

My Grandpa died after 44 happily married years to my Gran.

He was aware that he was running out of time, so he left her little notes all around the house telling her how much he loved her and for her to be strong and reminding her of the good times.

Nine years later, she's still finding them.

i've been busy with work , going out on off days
i rarely spend time at home ):
and im loving work ( i always do , but i love my job more now )
work dont seems like work to me
it's damn fun making fun of daniel , kimo , aidah and revee lol
everytime revee bully me , i'd threaten to tell the entire bongo her BIG secret . sure lose one hahaha
and i like to scare aidah with imaginary rats near her . the way she jumped , epic HAHA
kimo's face is a joke la , needless to explain haha
daniel , new in counter , he greet his customers with excuse me instead of good evening wtf damn funny !
and taking the transport home was extremely fun
two weeks ago , me and trisha were jumping on the seats then the transport uncle shout OI , YOU WANT TO JUMP GO DISCO LA ! and this girl said OK UNCLE , LETS GO !
the uncle stared at her like he was going to kill her sia ! whooooooooo
but the funny part ? we didnt care , kept laughing hahaha
and razali danced to the nobody song in the transport , with 6 of us following his moves wtf ? lol
once , the uncle came like half an hour late
imagine the entire place near pitch black , wolves howling behind you and razali told me
you know ah , malays believe if at night you hear wolves howling it means that there's something near you
fuck , i was damn scared la i was sitting on the extreme end , then he would fake kanna possess by ghost
and i would freak out
needless to say , the more i work the more injuries i sustained
6 injuries in 10 days ?
either im sibei suay or sibei suay LOL
i just got a new cut today
walked past the counter and i cut myself with i dk what
for someone who can get cut with ice
this is nothing la HAHA

you got to check this out
this church was submerged in the waters and in just one year ( jan 2009 to feb 2010 ) , a sever drought allows us to see the ruined church again
global warming and deforestation is the cause
and even the dried up land is heating up wow there are ruined house and cemetry and town houses around the church

national geographic is so interesting
real interested in the uncontacted tribes ( did you know there are around 100 uncontacted tribes in the world ? ) and giant ancient creatures .
think im going to blog about them
yeah , im a geek , but a proud one (:
that's how i aced my o level oral
they asked about global warming LOL

just went out with wenjie , junwen , esmond , joanne and weiyi
dinner and watched little big soldier
damn funny ! i kept laughing even at those fighting and sad scenes lol
there are photos , i'll post them up when i get it
anyway , check out this week's pet society's new items !
i spent 30k buying them , damn chio ttm the other side is just a garden with two dog beds

i just find this chio , lol thinks it doesnt suit

i think im damn dumb
did you ever experience liking a person so much that you thought he's the one for you
and then you think back and find that's so not true ?
and you feel nothing when you are texting him ?
thats how im feeling now lol seems strange
but im really happy now cos at least ive straighten out my thinking and i know thats not what i want . closure rocks ttm
going to watch when in rome now
p.s crisp choco rocks

went out with joyce
i nearly died talking to her
omg . pek chek sia
but damn funny
she said she looks like my bf in the pics LOL

i think she looks better now

smelly ! i got my love studs already !

bought a box of crayon shinchan biscuits and cookies for bro

so damn cute la !

Your personality type: "Spontaneous Idealist"

Enthusiastic, idealistic and creative. Able to do almost anything that interests them. Great people skills. Need to live life in accordance with their inner values. Excited by new ideas, but bored with details. Open-minded and flexible, with a broad range of interests and abilities.

Careers that could fit you include:

Actors, journalists, writers, musicians, painters, consultants, psychologists, psychiatrists, entrepreneurs, teachers, counselors, politicans, diplomats, television reporters, marketers, scientists, sales representatives, artists, clergy, public relations, social scientists, social workers.

i fell down again . damn shit one
i was taking sauces in the storeroom and i think i tripped on something
fell on a tiger beer crate somemore
my butt landed there
fucking pain la , and chilli sauce flying everywhere LOL
think i bumped into something in the process
earned myself another bruise
it's my fourth one this week
and my ice injury is still swollen
wtf?

whooooo
check out my calendar !
im done with it !
but doing the actual thing , think i will die lol
but it's a lot of fun though , no regrets

Today , i was scooping ice at work and a huge piece of ice
probably the size of A3 paper crush my hand
and they freaking bleed
now it's damn swollen
cb
tomorrow is my off day but i will be busy with the enthu calendar
omg all the energy in energy out
4 parties , competition , sunday dessert , trips to farm , star staff of the day
yeeling and i took a looooong time thinking about them
now i have to plan them out and do the actual thing
fml , but it's damn fun but also very tiring

Gave up
bye