colour my life

talking to mr so and so

i'd realised

i once promised u things

i nvr got around to getting them done

i cant ask u how are u

cos im afraid of the ans

i'd realise i nvr did love u as much as u do

i once thought you are my edward

but slowly aft time

i knew it all too well

youre just jacob

tell me whats the best way for u to heal

are u hurt still

or are u not ?

where is my half soul now ?

you once told me

u are hurt but u are gd at pretending

well

im sorry id even agreed to be tgt

if it helps

i'll give everything you gave to me

im sorry ok ?

this is so out of the blue

but i got to write it down somewhere

i'll remember

and not hurt a single soul again ever

maybe i'll join libing's nuns club :)