March 31, 2008

Not to worry on a rainy day
There's a promise It will go away
What a joy, what a sunny day
Having you takes the sadness away
With you everything seems to go away

[Chorus]
Hold on to a beautiful day
It will lift you up
Take you to the top
Hold on 'cause it's here to stay
To help you through the day
Everyday

Need a reason to celebrate life
There's a promise for a sweet embrace
What a joy found a friend in you
Having you takes away the blues
With you everything seems to go away

(Repeat Chorus)

(Repeat Chorus 3x)

March 28, 2008

well,i m fine now :) pretty fast huh?haha,i get over things fast (hint hint).hahaha,enjoyed working recently.been plagued by bad luck these few days,but it didnt manage to get me down.i mean i m strong in more ways than one.hohoho.will be working on sat,sorry girls :(

March 27, 2008

i was so nervous the night before.couldnt sleep well.first was kept awake by a terrible nightmare.i dreamt that bestie was taking the flight back to sg and it crashed midair.couldnt get back to sleep till 6 plus.aftwards slowly drifted back into a restless sleep.was jolted awake by a sudden thought that invaded my mind : the thought of logging onto rp's website and reading their dumb msg "sorry we couldnt get you into rp due to overwhelming response".tried to push it to the back of my mind but the sickening thought kept popping up in my head.couldnt take it anymore,logged in rp's website.and truth be told,i really didnt get into rp.heaved a loooong dejected sigh.i feel like sucha big failure.why couldnt i get into poly aft two yrs?i find myself real stupid.oh well,i just got to keep working harder and harder than ever.i must do well.nothing can get me down......but allow me to wallow in misery for a day will ya.back off pls.lotsa thanks

March 26, 2008

March 25, 2008

OMFG,WE LOOK LIKE IDIOTS CAN!
SMELL ALWAYS NVR JOIN US ONE.

STUPID BIRTHDAY GIRL :)

GIANT COOKIE
SEE.ACT DECENT ONLY LA,SMELL


KUA KUA KUA,WANT TO PROTECT IMAGE LIKE THAT
THER FREE DESSERTS :(
KPO ORLY
DK WHERE I LOOKING.HAHAHA


POSING W OUR PRESENTS

THEIR FREE SOUP WHICH I ALSO DONT HAVE :(
SMELL'S

MINE


ORLY'S


i have been really unlucky of late.first we went to swensen's to celebrate smell's birthday then their dish includes a free drink,soup and dessert while i get nothing!nvm that,then when i was getting down 190 i dropped my wallet and it landed straight into a pile of muddy water.wah lao eh,i bought that wallet less than a week ago!!!!!so now my wallet v stylo one.it's half brown half pink :(
shall blog later on smell's 18th :) reach home ard 8.came online awhile,aftwards finished reading book 3 :( drifted into a dreamless sleep.but when i woke up,first person i thought of is u.bro asked why i cried which got me puzzled.haha,seems that i have got puffy eyes.i did not cry ok!so he went "dont bluff la,u always said that when u cries."awwww.bro,u are so sweet la,but i really didnt!argh!i hate that feeling!i cant seem to control my thinking and feelings as hard as i have tried. :( anyway, U can ask who that someone is,u might be suprised it's u :) u used to be real sweet to me,what ever happen?seems like everyone knows i am lying to myself.everyone but me...

March 24, 2008

happy 18th smelly!!!!!!shall blog in purple today since it's your birthday :)well,happy birthday to u meowleesha!haha,ok,sweet entry up next!it's been 4 years since we "hooked up" tgt.i remember i used to dislike u,reason being,u r very quiet.the first time we met,it was in dumb aes library.u were reading when i started striking convo.u gave me one word ans and it got me thinking "damn!golden mouth!"but look where it got us?miss the good ol' days when we ate yog tau foo during breaks,rushing out art papers,cheese sticks,jap noodles gelato and the 4 of us :( anyway,back to happier issues.it's your sweet 18th!do u like your present?i chose it with lotsa love care and kisses ok!though we dont get to meet up on regular basis,due to my busy working schedule and studies and girlfriends you your poly life and friends,we somehow made a silent promise to meet up as much as possible didnt we :) all those trips to town,camwhoring,chilling out at your place and stuff,we have grown so much closer than before :) sometimes we can read each other's minds and we share the same taste in clothes,music,books and even blogskins yo!you were there for me during hard times,hold me handthroughout the tough journey,watching me bawled my heart out and still,it didnt scare u off :) even till now,you are still holding my hand walking through those hard times tgt.i dk what i did to deserve soooo many great gfs ard me and u are one of the greater ones :) changes had been made in our lives,new friend,new school,new environment,growing up and still,we are sticking as close together as peanut and butter,love! now dont go tearing,nonono promise to have more heart to heart talks and sleepovers kay?girlfriends i cant live without :) i truly hope that your loving him will result in dorkily ever after and u get on with life smooth sailing as can be,i will stickwitu and enjoy!love ya truckloads sweet :)

March 22, 2008

THANKS TO ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS FOR LISTENING TO ALL MY COMPLAINTS :) I APOLOGISE FOR ALL THE LEWD REMARKS AND FUCKIES.HAHA.LOVE YA GIRLS MAN.I AM STILL FUMING LA.BUT I WONT TAKE IT OUT ON U GUYS COS I SUPER LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!
i dont give a damn abt u because u mean nothing to me,fuckie
it's all there,behind the cheerful mask.i seem v happy,easily content so how come i still dont get what i want?oh well,i am very capable of forgetting things really quickly so......goodbye loves i shall not miss u :)

March 17, 2008

i totally dig this song when i was young!!!along with songs like bardot's i shouldnt have let u go,m2m's everything you do,britney's sometimes and jessica simpson's i think i'm in love!!!!!!
kuku cutie pukie!wahahahaah!!!
posing with zbar's mascot :)
kuku v scared of me,see her legs :(
kuku wants to be taller,orbi head kanna cut off.tip toe la tip toe la
told them to smile like it's their wedding day and i got this -.-
jessica chia kah mun

looking for fleas.muahahahahaha

hey!i've got soooo much to blog abt,i dk where to start!and lazy ass cass is not gg t post any pics cos : well,i m a lazy ass :) oh yah,i got book 3 frm smell!whoooooooo.....i m not even halfway through :( busy la,with work and smell's birthday :) anyway,went town w smell some time ago,bought some shorts,flip flops and cap.then the nxt day wenta her house,watched movies online,i didnt like ps i love you (but gg t try to watch it online again cos didnt finish watching entire movie),27 dresses.were deciding btw sydney white and step up 2.of cos sydney won us over la.niceeeeeeeee.when can i have my dorkily ever aft?wahahahahaah!and work.....well,it was a mixture of feelings.angry,confused,scared,HAPPY,STRESS,FUN.

March 16, 2008

i am really happy these days.grinning from ear to ear and simply hyper active.but then,i am always happy,perhaps a lil too happy then.of cos there is a reason.but i m not going to say it over here :) cos nth serious comes out of it yet.girls,u can continue guessing who :) actually one of u guessed right la.i shall give clues.wenta town w xue qi to buy stuff for smell's 18th.she is so sweet,help me carry all the things home:) and i m worried abt her back pain.it's really serious :( i dont want health probs for my friends :( anyway,met up with jess libing and kuku aftwards.wenta night safari.ate at bongo,when it suddenly started pouring.really dampen our mood can!it's like u were happily preparing to go sentosa to bask under the lovely sun when it started rainig cats and dogs?anyway,we quickly pulled in our tables under shelter(only we did that,smart right?) the other customers ran to seek shelters,standing there cold,hungry and wet wet wet!but the three didnt like the food there :( aftwards,they purchased tickets while i went in free :) wheeeee!walked halfway,bought tickets for half tram rides.the rides were seriously better than walking lor.cos there are diff pavements for both tram and "walkers" and tram riders get muuuuuuuuch btr views!no kidding.then there was once when i was pointing out the barking deers to them when a malayan tapir was right beside me maciam creeping up behind my back and it completely caught me offguard!so i gasped in horror la,to my embarassment while the others were laughing away.aftwhich,b&j cone ice creams!!!whoooo!!!!!lalala!hohoho!jess : cherry garcia libing and carene : choc chip COOKIE DOUGH mine :sweet cream and cookies :))))))) ps,my maciam grieving bestie : y u always so sad one?like ur life is filled with greys,blacks and whites?cheer up!stress shouldnt get to u!do u know that ur usual self is the sad u now?compared to the past when usual self equals happy aster?y u letting so much of it gets to u?just laugh it off and say "well,i just got to try even harder" nth can get u down.rem that.ok,thats all.u can go bawl ur heart out now since i m so sweet right?only for this reason u r allowed to cry.nth else.ok,tata.lotsa smoochies.cass :)

March 12, 2008

i think i have too much on my plate right now
HAPPY 18th SMELLY!!!!!!!shall blog in purple today since it's your birthday and your favourite colour is purple!:)well,happy birthday to u meowleesha.haha.kay,sweet entry up next!it's been four years since we "hooked up" tgt :) i rem i used to dislike u;reason being,u r v quiet.the first time we met,it was in dumb aes lib,u were reading and i started talking to u.u gave me one word answers and it got me thinking "damn!golden mouth!" but look where it got us :) miss the good ol' days when we ate yong tau foo during breaks,rushing out art papers,cheese sticks,jap noodles,gelato and the four of us :( anyway,back to happier issues,it's ur sweet 18th!do u like the present i made for u?it's made with lotsa love,care,sweat,blood and kisses ok!though we dont get to meet up on regular basis due to my busy working schedule and studies, u your poly life and friends,we somehow made a silent promise to meet up as much as possible dont we :) all those trips to town,camwhoring,chilling out at ur place and stuff,we have grown soooo much closer than before :) sometimes we can read each other's mind and we share the same taste in clothes, music,books and even blogskins yo!u were there for me during hard times,held my hand throughout the tough journey,watching me bawled my heart out and still,it didnt scare u off :) even till now,u r still holding my hand walking through those hard times tgt.i dk what i did to deserve sooo many great gfs ard me and u r one of the greater ones :) changes has been made into our lives,new friends,growing up,new sch,new environment and STILL,WE'RE STICKING AS CLOSE TOGETHER AS PEANUT AND BUTTER,LOVE!now,dont go tearing nonono.promised to have more heart to heart talks and sleepovers yeah?girlfriends,i cant live without :) i truly hope that ur loving him will result in dorkily ever after and u get on with life smooth sailing as can be,i will stickwitu and enjoy! love ya truckloads girl :)))))))))
aint it freaking adorable????
gonna update soonish!on book 3,sydney white,town,work,and the two days out with smelly!!!tata,lotsa smooches :)

March 9, 2008




i blew a huge hole in my wallet.bought more stuffs but no pics.gg shopping with smelly on mon.shit.long list of things to buy next week even.(ps. dont ask me out this mth unless u r paying :) ) and to u:pls dont feel intimidated by ....... u r just being silly as always