October 30, 2010

I used to sit on dad's shoulders when i was younger all the time
my hands werent like that though
they would be grabbing whatever's left of my dad's hair
at times I pee
what.all kids do that.right?
gah,im feeling like shit reading the words
how come i didnt get cute costumes in the past? ):
but i do get tons of dresses and dolls though so no complaints
hell yeah
i felt like a dead cockroach for the longest time already
xiao xiong bing gan!
omfg it's my fave biscuits when i was younger!
couldnt find them anymore except the other time
we shopped at admiralty 11pm before heading to marina barrage
went back in search for it recently but it's discontinued
childhood fave when all you could suck were pacifiers and these
there was this macik who made them at home near my primary school
she got bandung ones!
omfg it's a freaking rainbow cake!
my tummy protests everytime i show it this pic HAHA
not true.the other time i was hurting a lot and cried
i teared from the right side first
i would pile on bangles if it werent for my pityriasis rosea
it couldbt be completely cured since i had them around 2 years back
kept appearing on my wrists
BRAIDS!
omg this is fucking chio
but imagine my black roots growing out
and how the hell am i going to touch up?
tie dye shirts ftw whoooooot
i cried at least a gallon of tears when i saw this vid
im soooooo going to paint my walls strips of colours........soon
in the past,i'd put a blanket over bro's and my bed
that would be my "heaven"
and i spent hours playing with dolls and play imagining all day
who wont die for this man
i laughed real loud in class when i saw this
idk what im doing anymore.i wish i could turn back time which is why i kept talking about the past in this post,unknowingly initially.the past when life was simpler and happier.i used to be happy going to school.i used to be happy working.i used to be happy.i dont get my roller coaster mood swings these days.perhaps ive got too much on my plate.it's exhausting really.

October 26, 2010

October 25, 2010

You know,there's this habit of mine that most of the time,kills people on the inside
That is i speak what i have in mind without thinking about consequences
And it's always the consequences that kills
Perhaps i should learn to just take all the shit that's thrown my way and shut up my fault or someone else's
Just be ok with anything and everything
Then there will be no unhappiness and what not
people:are u happy?
me:yes
well,that solves the problem.
i will never comment that i'm unhappy with u again.ever.
there are some feelings that fill you up
that digs their roots into your skin
and never let go

October 21, 2010

despicable meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Shopping money for sprees with smelly every last sunday of the month (: Diva 1 for 1 sale.good buy.
thank you smelly for buying me this laptop carrier from hong kong
oh,and the sweets (:

what benefits u if u are strong?
people would just think it's ok to hurt u cos u are strong enough to handle set backs
it just goes to show u are capable of handling shit and no one will ever know u are hurting
just thinking though

October 15, 2010

went over mau's after meeting her and bing for lunch
also after bing taught mau how to point middle finger HAHAHA
main purpose was to do the beads art
mau did an ernie
not bad leh
before this,the bear's mouth was a smiley which mau says looks like retard
eh i make one u say retard ah.
and i didnt want the bear to break so we ironed it super long
i didnt want it anymore so im shipping it over to melb to aster HAHA
i dont care must like the bear hor,it's lao niang's effort man
u know how many times mau messed up the beads?LOL
i made another "hippie coloured circle"
dont ask me why.idk
cpk!
happy beads yay.my fave is an individual box of hot pink beads.damn chio
the dolls sat there watching us play with beads (:
the smiley bear mau was laughing at.
haha i thought anything would look cute with smileys mah
it was cute.........before i ironed it tooooooo long
sending a box of love over melb!

October 13, 2010

I would love to get inked a lot more
but sg society is not big on tatts at all
have to consider many factors and all
but these are some that i really like and would do some of them in future
it's an on/off switch
the owner says sometimes she wished life has an on/off switch
so true
i like this tatt a lot
will do it in future
maybe at the back of my neck
think "may smiles never cease" would be better for me haha
this girl is a msian but studied/lives in uk
so she got kl twin towers and london bridge inked
given a choice,i would have an iconic thailand building and sg inked
just found it meaningful
wont do it though
damn chio
i dont believe in fate but i just thought it was a pretty tatt

chin up
think i got blog this pic before
i find the words very powerful
maybe will do this on my right wrist

meaningless but cute
i would choose patrick instead

hand sewn heart!omg damn nice

i cant stop laughing when i saw this panda hahahahahahah