Happy 20th to my bestie
Yet another birthday we celebrated away from each other
You know i wish we could celebrate our bdays together
But it's alright, it's just a birthday
and i wanna tell u I still dont regret telling u I will respect your decision whether it is to stay in sg or go melb back in 2004
It's been 6 years
we've put our friendship up for test and definitely passed
Cos best friends dont let drifting apart be an issue and thus leading it to friendship break ups
I know that whatever happened u will always stand by me and hate those who tried to bring me down though half the time i was the one in the wrong
I would be lying if i said us living apart has done no distance drifted apart issues
There are days when i feel like crap and all and I just wish you can be right beside me comforting me and telling me everything will be ok
But i was jolted awake from this simple wish knowing that u are 7 hours of flight time away from me
we've led lives so different from each other and still connect
It's been tough living without u always by my side though i dont show it
Anyway,you will always be my bestest friend forever and i just knew it
you better cry when u read this lor .cos i am. haha
You dont know how much i wish u could be at the bbq this coming sat
but it's alright
Please be happy . that's all i ask of u
still missing u truckloads
your bestie (:

My dream house
definitely a beach house
I can imagine kimo living in the pink house with her golden retriever
xyz living in the blue one with all his long kang pets haha
and I would live in the yellow one

where I can watch aquamarine , wild child and all the chick flicks in the world

must have hammock outside the house where i would spend hours reading and sipping oj HAHA

have seashells wind chimes in my house

bake cupcakes and cookies and invite crazy gang over for dinner all the time

omg hammocksssssssssssssss

grow sunflowers

and i would go fishing in a small boat
pick seashells on the shore
keep a starfish , colourful fishes and hermit crabs
my walls would be painted yellow with a rainbow spanning across the room , there will be sun , trees , colourful house and pretty daisies
i would listen to taylor swift and all the happy songs like dont worry be happy , when im 64 and greatest story ever told all day longgggggg
have dad come over and go fishing together
cooking lessons with mum
have an eating competition with bro


My life would be complete then =)

forgot to mention about kimo and zac being such sweethearts today
something happened at home
and mumsie was very upset abt it
and i cant do anything to help her
seeing her sad
it pains me
i was very affected about it
tweeted abt it and all
actually i dk what im tweeting about
so today kimo and zac held a meeting on how to cheer me up
hahahahaha
their methods damn lousy please
whatever i say they will go " yayayaya i agree! "
i made a lame joke which is obviously not funny they will look at each other and say " hahahahahaha very funny leh ! "
helped me carry my bag and all
damn sweet
imagine them carrying a gu niang bag hahaha
black and gold somemore
they are not friends
they are family
it's like we can tell each other anything and everything
all the embarassing , funny , serious things all
and trust them completely
i like the connection and knowing that we will be there for each other no matter what
and we proved it by literally going through shits these few months
and we are still together supporting each other
i love u guys truckloads (:

wheeeeeeeeeee
i finally got hermit crabs
after 3 long years of wanting it
serangoon is the place to go man
spent hours deciding whether to get a tank or this plastic one
what colour of sand to choose
how many crabs
how many shells to buy
got mineral salt water which the shop keeper says it's a must
and also food got 3 !
named them blossom , bubbles and buttercup LOL

zac got long kang small crabs and lobsters
we had a lot of fun making fun of his long kang fantasies HAHA
kimo got hamster cage , food , bedding , toys and running ball for her spongebob and patrick
and i spotted this hamster
hahahahahaha
damn cute !
we laughed at it for real long

check out my toenails haha
i painted them quite sometime ago alr

shit la
im still laughing
all coco se's fault la hahahahahahaha
ji gou li yi xia !

my dumbness continued
wtf man
mei hsien told me most of the class tio pp on 7th oct and hers was 830am
then i checked mine and saw it was 330pm
i went on to laugh at her cos she will die first HAHAHA
then i checked the date
IT WAS 6TH OCT
fuck my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ive been laughing since 1230pm LOL
and i got to know my uncle served 3 yrs of ns instead of 2
cos he spent 1 yr in the army prison HAHAHA
and he slept till 8am when other swoke at 5am
they didnt even want him back for reservist cos he kept fighting and leading the others astray
told him to return his uni and all
no need come again lol
hahahahahahaha i laugh a lot sia
and i went home , laugh somemore LOL
if only i can still laugh like that tml

im like really into tie dye shirts now
and kimo promised we'll make our own tie dye shirts
hooooooot
then we can wear it to chunk fest
im so going to collect the moolahs for chunkfest
and
my bday this year we'll have a bbq at ecp on 28th aug
not inviting a lot of people though
just some of the close one that meant the world to me (:
you can come ask me about it
sometimes i might miss you out
yay , im into hippies trend now
and idk what sparks this interest
im really happy these few days
laughing from the bottom of my heart and all
omg la , the heart tie dye is like fucking nice or what sia

i like the colours used . got a feeling mine will turn out crappy . but it's worth a try . and the tie dyeing process. sure very fun

I LIKE THIS BAG A LOT !

happy bday dad !
hope u like the simple celebration we've had for you
thank you for the rides to and from work in the past
for buying me satay , tau huey , kway teow soup , claypot rice from jb
for talking to me about your problems
for trusting me
once a daddy's girl always a daddy's girl
mumsie always say u dote on me more than bro
cos in the past u will only bring me out
buy me stuff and all
im glad ive got you as a father even though your marriage didnt work out
i know you blamed yourself for years and feels you owe me a lot
dad, ive never blamed you at all
you will be my dearest papa forever
next year plan big big for you ok ?
love u truckloads oh ya
otw to buy the cake
i saw someone giving out flyers
so i said "no thanks " la
then i got pissed when the person didnt walk away
i was preparing to scold the person
then i looked up and see
IT'S A MANNEQUIN LOR
pai sey until lao sai
and then i was texting lying down
my fingers slipped and i dropped the phone on my face hard
wah lan eh
what is wrong w me today man

on a random note
mumsie gave me free stuff toy lor
got the brand SHARP somemore
i was damn happy when she gave it to me
until i look closer i see it's free gift lol
and she changed my bedsheet
it's blue with watermelons
wah kao , bu pei leh .
i prefer my colourful one lol

damn shiok cake pls LOL

win already loh
i deactivate my ezlink alr
school emailed me tell me they found my ezlink at cwp cold storage
i dont even know how it got there lol
i rather not know someone found my ezlink man
my ezlink is now with me but i cant activate it back again . sucks man
and night rider FUCK
we waited 2 fucking hours for the bus that never came
none of the night riders came
there were at least 50 people waiting lor
cab fare was fucking 41 bucks
im so going to email and fuck them upside down
better compensate me

had a nice dinner at ah yat abalone to celebrate mumsie's , bro and my bday in advance
after dinner we went thai disco LOL ! super mother fucking huge hums
they are the size of my palm and is sooooo bloody mumsie didnt dare eat them though they are usually her faves haha

steam fish ! my fave .

chilli crab . not bad only

butter crab
fuck the crab , it's so pricky that i pricked my thumb while eating
and it tasted like chicken leh

traumatise kimo hahaha
hum hum hum
chao guo tiao duo duo humsssssssss LOL

i think this is bamboo clams
i recommend one . reallyyyyyyyyy likes this
everyone agrees it's nice

drunken prawns and sambal kang kong .
another fave whoooot

small abalones . one for each of us

raw oysters . shiok
hey mumsie
happy 42nd bday to u
im glad that u are more of a friend than a mother to me
bringing me to prawn fish , thai disco , buy beer for me , do reborning together , fly kites and stuff like that
it's real cool to have a mother rather bring me to club and be there for me than let me explore by myself
always wanting to be in every part of my life
never judging my friends or the lifestyle im living in
thank you for giving me so much freedom doing what i like
it's real cool i have a thai mum
thank you for loving me forever (:

i love school day today man
lol
assignment presentation 915 to 1015
and i came at 10am
but i lost my ezlink yesterday at cwp mac
sian one
mumsie top up 50 bucks for me leh
but left around 25 la
and then i thought why people wont return it ?
i was sitting just beside the counter
i remembered finding a black wallet in 902 otw to school
and i give it back to the owner
aiya whatever man , i hate my ezlink pic anyway lol
so making a new one means i can have a nicer pic . whooooooot

i love my new earrings !
and im in school
though late
saw rahman otw to school and we walked together
that lucky ass got assignment tdy
nevermind,thur it's my turn to haolian got assignment already
somemore 915 to 1015
shiok
i forgot to mention yesterday that
i love emerald green nail polish,chocolate digestive biscuits,katy perry,teenage dream,joy,kimo and zac !
that's only for yesterday la LOL

Chorus
That girl is long gone
Boy you missed the boat it just sailed away
Long gone
Shes not drowning in her yesterdays
Betcha never thought Id be that strong
Well this girl is long gone

Dont waste your breath with baby baby please
Cuz I am so not listening
Dont bother getting down upon your knees and try to beg me
Im tired of how you twist the truth
Youre not talking to the same girl
Who used to forgive you

I get made fun of because I have blue hair.

Sometimes it depresses me when people laugh at my courage to be individual.

But that little girl who's face lit up like the sun in all of two seconds when I bent down to let her touch my hair, was priceless.

I think I'm going to keep it blue.

and i remembered when i was little
dad would come in to the room while i was asleep , peck me on the cheek before he leaves for work
his mustache pricky pricky one
papa i still remember
love ya truckloads (:
dont worry , i will get well very soon

tattoos that i really like but would never do or have the courage to

I know, I know
When I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But everytime she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say

[Chorus]
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are