Have u ever really planned for your future ?

i have a lot of dreams

but i'll tell u

mostly all of them wont come true

hahahahahahahahahahahha

but it's always better to have dreams than live life without a goal right ?

my dream is to get a counsellor job or sth that's got to do with tourism

save lots of money

give my fam all their material needs

set off to some country

maybe cambodia

or africa

help ppl

then come back aft couple of years

adopt some kids

all of diff races

get a job

make my house into a miniature zoo

gerbils

hermit crabs

lovebirds

fishes

some plants

cactus

sunflower

orchid

retire at 60

volunteer

watch my granchildren grow up

emirate to some country

i wanna live in greeneries

seems impossible

well

i'll work hard towards them

hahahahahahahahahahahahhaa

oh ya

im gonna get a new cage for the gerbils soon

a s.a.m one

since the new links and running wheel cant fit into my current cage

and the cage's second storey's lid is spoilt

buy a new bathing house

b/c the current one is beyond repair

gnawed till the top is gone

all the sand among the beddings

hahaha

get them new toys too

16th met up w crazy gang and celcebrated xue qi's 20 th

met up with mau and libing

aftwards

jess joined us aft sch

ate at secret recipes

then desserts at gelare

had fun bullying them

hahahaha

i was singing father abraham and whatnots in the middle of suntec

they ran away frm me

and so i shouted

those girls in front are my friends !

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

mau and libing went ard suntec to buy hard disk

what do i do ?

i found a comfy sofa

napped there

hahahaha

when i woke up

they werent back yet !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway

i had fun

tired but hell lotsa fun !

met up w xue qi at suntec

b/c she craved for yoghurt

then settled for xin wang cafe

they ate

i didnt

omg

im like full the the max la

but i did drank a strawberry milkshake

then i passed to xue qi her present

a huge cookie and a pink mickey watch

xue qi

i hope u enjoy yourself

hahahaha

oops

i forgot we went to watch my sassy girl

kns

i teared !

hahahahahahahahahaha peg's
terence's

xue qi's
chong yi's

16th

two jbp trips

outing on the 17th

both me and feve were late

sorry !

hahahahaa

anyway

ate at bongo jbp

then went in

my fave was the bird show

damn nice !

poppa will def love it

he's a bird lover

i mean real bird la ! hahahahahaha

this is on the . . . . .

er . . . . . . .

i forgot

hahahahahaha

it was damn fun !

we were like the only two there

so we laugh and talk loudly all the way

hahaha

then we reached this children playground

omg

it's damn funny i tell u

adidas was climbing up the slide

when she hitted her head on the bar

and came tumbling down !

then otw rolling down

she hitted her backside on the side of the slide !

omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was in stitches la

gg to blog soon

hey !

been long since i last blog PROPERLY

hahahahaha

oh well

i was afraid i'd forget what im gg to blog abt so

here's a note to self

blog abt jbp trip ( both w asidah and peggie's )

prawn fishing

gelare w crazy gang

xue qi's bday

and . . . . .

i forgot what else alr !

hahaha

oh yah ! im in loveeeeeeeeeeee w love story by taylor swift !

im soo gg to buy her new cd asap . wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Happy 20th to xue qi !

hahahahaahahah

old woman alr

now i'll call u aunty

hahahahahha

see ya later !

WHY WOULD U WANNA MAKE THE VERY FIRST SCAR

haven blog

i know ive been neglecting my blog

hahahahahahahaa

but i was lazy to blog mah

and i haven finish breaking dawn !

anyway

ive got some things to blog abt

like jbp attachment and prawn fishing

and i bought xue qi's present

hhahahahahaha

i miss m balloon !

hahahahaha

im prolly talking nonsense to u

ignore me pls

i'll explain when i nxt blog :)

twilight

HAPPY GRANDPARENTS' DAY !

Happy grandparents' day to all !

hmmmm

i just wanna tell my late grandparents

that today

i rly miss them

i imagine them at the front porch

snacking and laughing along with them

we had a fire in the middle and we surrounded the fire

keeping us warm

all of these once occured

it put a smile on my face

but

this could nvr happen again

and i teared immediately

sth that made me real happy just send me crashing down w the reality

they are not here anymore

i remember granny waking up real early just to slowly walk to the shops to buy breakfast for us

old ppl doesnt have a lot of money

i rem i love the breakfast

thai traditional breakfast

but i was young

i didnt appreciate it

i also remember that last time i went back to visit them

they were waiting at the front porch

eager

now

if i go back there

i couldnt see them anymore

just the tomb and their ashes

i knew little thai language

i only know how to say eat shit,eat food,wait and bathe

they were always cradling us when we went back

massaging our little feet aft we ran all ard the kampong

nostalgia hits me once again

i rly miss u guys

if u guys are in heaven

watch over me

cos u'll be seeing me missing u

big fat tears rimmed ard my eyes now

im fine

i just want to tell u that i miss my pui oui and meh oui ( thai for garndpa and grandma )

ravi's bday . not mine -.-

hey

it's ravi's bday today !

at first

he went mia

cos he knew sure kanna dunk one

so some of us went to look for him

and i was at table 39 to 46 that area

thinking

this is a v gd hiding place

so i went ard to look

banging the chairs

i mustve scared ravi

he went running out

run quite fast leh

halfway to tram stn there

hahaha

but still kanna drag back

hahaha

and i was being nice to him lor

i told him to pass me his boots

and he took the oppt to run !

hahahaha

but not far

like ten steps away

he got caught alr

hahahahahahaahahaha

and while i was dunking ravi

that tall farhan go dunked me !!!!!!!!!!

i was like

what the . . . . .

and i saw him smirking away

pail in hand

then i knew it was him

kns

not my bday !

hahahahahaha

so i took a 30 by 30 ice block and ran all the way to guys toilet

i mean i rly ran all the way in

i think hazli was urinating

hahahahahahaahaha

but then !

nvr aim properly

hahahahahaha

and hazli poured water at me too !

so all the while i was chasing them bare footed

freaking pain !

ive got sores on my feet liao

then they all ran to the bus stop

ros taught me sth

put ice in plastic bag

bring to bus stop and throw at them

hahaaha

but i kanna exposed

stupid sia !

hahahahahahahahaahaha

ADIDAS IS SO SWEET !

touched ! adidas , u be glad i didnt cry ! hahahahaha

she looks so cute here

but in actual fact

she is a terror

hahahahahahaha

Asidah aka adidas passed to me my present

omg

so sweet !

its a doll and the gown is made frm sweets

omg

im so going to leave it on my rm till i move hse !

then aft wrk

drank virgin mango margarita fr adidas

and virgin pina colada for me

someone damn kns

i say want pina colada

but give me virgin one

im 18 ok !!!!!!!!

hahahahahaha

and i told adidas she drink the margarita like shisha

hahahahahahahahaha

lotsa thanks !

deeply appreciated :)

breaking dawn !

i bought breaking dawn !!!!!!

wheeeeee

im super excited

and i used up all my money till

i had to beg someone to lend me money first

gua ji gua nana

hahahahahahaha

smell !!!!!!!

see !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yipee and hooray !

i think yipee is eating . i forgot liao . hahaha
my poor talltease . it has white patches on its shell im gg to bring it to the vet alr !
this is how they look like when they sleep -.- how to take pic ?????
gaping hole they bit !

show u my gerbils

assidah passed them to me

they are heapful of fun !

when awake

they runs abt

cant keep still one

they will only stop when eating

-.-

i think like me leh

hahaha

and they are vvvvv active !

gnaws on the running wheel

and bathing house -.-

so i cant took pics with them running all abt

only got pics when they are sleeping

this is for u glad

since u say want to see my gerbils mah

hahaha

not happy w my photos huh

come my hse see !

hahaah

today

mumsie's :)

for poppa :)
bro's :)

went out tdy

used up all my vouchers

bought a lot of cookies and biscuits and stuff for my fam :)

then people watched at ya kun

had six slices of bread

four eggs

one iced coffee

and one hot tea

until damn bloated la

aftwards it was desserts at thai express

hahahahaha

my mumsie can make nicer thai desserts :)

took train hm

and it was damn scary

the brakes or whatever u call it was screeching

and i can smell petrol

in the middle of nowhere

the train stopped and announced station

i was like wth ?

i dw to die !

then at newton

everyone was asked to get down the train

and i waited for 3 trains !

not fair lor

so i took the other side train

to marina bay

btr lor

got seats somemore

celebrating w the crazy gang !