It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.
I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know I ain't giving up on us

math module today
damnnnnnnnn hard
really
my team opt to go first
after presenting
i was damn eng i was doing all sorts of quizzes on facebook and twittering lol
i even finished doing my rj before 3pm !
got subway cookies before going to koh chiu how's math excel workshop
staarting dont utd but completing the square i utd
lol
then went home
math the whole day sibei sian sia
sem 2 math damn hard

halloween

went to night safari for halloween last week fri
time flies and it's the second time i've experience halloween in night safari
i went with different people this year
people whom ive met not too long ago
and those i went with last year most are gone from my life
but one thing that hasnt change
im still scared of the characters lol

the character may be the same but the actress is a different one
this one is prettier but last year's was really professional

look at e'smond's chee ko pek face lol

joanne and i wasnt in the picture
cos we were scared of this person
he likes to run to the crowd and leave people screaming and running away

and this clown chases people around

i was really scared and they took the chance to bully me
nehmind
over alr hahaha .
my face says im not scared
and someone said joyce looks like my mum comforting me HAHA

this lady was roaming around while we were waiting for the queue to take tram

scary right ?! i would scream if she looks at me like that
that's why im not in the pictures lol

tram ride !

first character
this guy banging
i mean real banging lol
then he suddenly charges towards the tram

the headless ghost carrying a head

some beast

scary mummy
wenqi jumped out of her seat and that leave the space beside me empty
shit la the mummy confirm jump up one so i crouched down , saying im not scared im not scared go away go away
hahahahaha

can u spot the ghost ?

a potianak carrying her baby
damn scary i flew to joanne's side and just when i turned the other side this ghost was staring at me
alamak
i ended up tearing lol

you cant see clearly but it's a man who was violently chopping at a mermaid

dead snow white
why always appear at my side sia !

dead bride ?
oh ya that hand belongs to weiyi
she was asking the bride to go over lol

group photo but too far apart from each other

and then kelly asked me to wait for her to end work
she wants to go in too
walked this time
more characters and scarier cos the ghosts will jump out of no where and scare the shit outta u

the first character
a butcher came out of the woods
growling

then a mummy came along

no YOU fuck off
YOU are the unprofessional one
we saw him and asked him to take a pic with us and he showed us this
knn go die man

angelin , yeeling and her bro joined us too
they are damn brave la
walked in the front
whoohoooo salute

the witch by the bridge

the vampire on the bridge

weiyi got her just deserts lol
the ghost who took revenge
she was making fun of the ghost
afterwards
kelly wanted to get desserts at ulu ulu so i accompanied her
and i got a call from feve
she wanted me to sing rac a birthday song
cos my voice together with revee is the loudest ever LOL
in the end my voice is the loudest
got a waffle cone with sweet cream and cookies and strawberry cheeseckae from ben and jerry
whoohoooo
i cant wait to get my army bag and pink sneakers
im so going to carry them to school everyday !
then went home
freaking tired !

goodbye pink hair
lol
helped mumsie pack her luggage as promised
brought her to my favourite salon
reborned my hair again
its real flat now
wenta buy things for mumsie to bring back for relatives
i wish i can go too
and i got a blazer , 3 long sleeve shirts and mumsie got pjs lol
im thinking grey highlights ? or red ? hmmmm
mumsie went back to her shop to check on the operation
and i got some time to watch love happens
it's about a guy who caused the death of his wife
wrote a book about it and got popular
he's helped people walk out of their grieves but he himself is still in pain
met this girl he likes and is stuck between past and present
i cried shitloads
it's nice

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

went to school late today
school has this eco flea going on
donate any amount and u get ice cream
weiyi and i each got one
after school got another one LOL
wenta one stop centre to submit our psea forms
met up with smell and orly for seoul garden afterwards
seoul garden suck !
my shirt , hair and even my bagpack smell like bbq food
watever haha
smell and i are going to get army bags next week !
damn excited
i suggested smell put ben as her bag name and i put jerry
hahahahaha
pink sneakers (:
i was having a hard time deciding between pink and grey sneakers a month back and i settled for grey
guess grey sneakers has no fate with me
shall get a pink one then !
but wont be anytime soon though
going to help mumsie pack her luggage tomorrow
shes flying sat but wont be home fri already
F-R-E-E-D-O-M
how come so many people know what im going to say next ?
because they read my blog
then why never tag ?
because they are lazy
HAHAHA

met up with feve faizal and zw in the afternoon
army market to get their stuff
i wanted to get the army bag
shall see if i really want it end of the month still
which is like nxt week
i'll go get it then
lunched at golden mile for thai food
though im half thai
i dont understand thai words lol
suppose to go visit granny after that
but bro couldnt wake up
im going to watch my life in ruins before going to bed already !
meeting up with orly and smell after school tomorrow (:

do good feel good

when was the last time u did a good deed ?
i simply love how it feels after doing something good
last fri , i found a wallet in the bus on the way to school
and thought of keeping it
like come on man
im no angel
there was about 80 bucks , student pass, ic , posb card etc in the wallet but no contact number
reported it to one stop centre during meeting one
and the owner of the wallet actually texted me to thank me followed by a string of messages
the feeling was overwhelming and i knew i didnt make a wrong choice
the other day , i was sitting on priortity seat on a non crowded train and i thought to myself i would give up the seat if a needy comes along
but i figure thats how i always dismissed my wrong doings
however , when an elderly couple came in the cabin
i actually stood up and offer my seat to them
im amazed myself

will blog again soon
when i get pics of rac's bday
i wanna blog about the full happening
halloween was a blast

i used to think that the worst thing in life is to end up all alone
it's not
the worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone
just finished watching world greatest dad
i think it's a nice movie
all fathers and mothers will love their kids all the same
even though they are douchebags
i can totally understand it
there are friends whom u spent long hours with and yet feel lonely
and there are those that u see once a year and it feels like they were always there

pics taken when joyce and feve came over rp for steamboat
only a handful of people went
esmond , hendrix , jennifer and ryan left
2nd time having the steamboat since sch start lol
we always end up playing the dog hitting game afterwards weiyi , christina , me , feeling , joyce

spastic faces . joyce no need to make face , spastic nature ah ? lol

weiyi and i are this game pro already . who won feeling and joyce !

this is the score when we were against the guys namely esmond,weijie and seng . see their score , no need to use 40% of our skills . hahaha
wanted to play this game ytd while waiting for the ever late coming faizal
i was late but not the latest . whooohoooo
but but but amk dont have this game .
had lunch at sticky rice , the guys talked army again
interesting and funny haha
then they waited for 138 to zoo with me
i missed 2 buses deliberately it was funny listening to their stories
ytd wrk was not really busy for me
guess the fact that i wasnt in kitchen contributes
and and and
bro is back from china after 6 weeks !
time really flies man
hes sucha sweet boy
got mumsie a pair of heels
that she wore to work today
got dad a jacket and belt
got me a kiddish bag and imitation lv wallet LOL
and he bought lots of ginseng
like 2 kg crazy boy
he wanted to give it to granny
just glad that he's back
receiving news that sp student dies in china is just plain scary
they took same flight
i wouldnt want my bro to die in a foreign country , lost so much blood that he died in cab while rushing to in charge for help
thank god

dont think i need to take off to go halloween already
im stationed at zbar !
last week i wanted to take tram back
didnt dare walk to suspension bridge
ravi said the halloween crew will leave at 11 so we wont get to see them
walked till tiger enclosure heard a lot of screaming
damn after 11 already lor
i hid in between ravi and liu zhen , grabbed ravi's shirt till they all came untucked
stupid ravi go tell the scary psycho killer that im scared , he came charging forward
and just when im about to walk out of suspension bridge , a ghost doll came dropping downwards right infront of my face
KNS
and the scary clown hid himself then jumped at us
the female ghost keep staring at me sia !!!! hair standing up already just thinking back
you know what's best ?
im stationed at zbar again this week
both fri and sat
r.i.p to me
school has already started
i haven't had enough fun !
spent last sat before school reopen with zw and faizal and joyce in the afternoon
accompany them buy their aunty ns stuff lol
had dinner at s11 cos they were chicken chop , bee hoon deprived
then went seperate ways
i went to esmond's chalet
wenta e!hub for arcade
damn funny sia we were playing the dog hitting game until ris low's sister revee low's hand and mine got injured lol
they shot hoops while i stood there laughing
and ris low's sis helped me got an ugly doll hp charm and ugly dog hp charm
then met up with bongo peeps for bowling
chilled at esmond's chalet
damn hilarious ! so many jokes
we talked from 4am till 10am proster lol
then reached home sunday noon
koed all the way till 5am mon
then wenta school
i find the class very very very quiet
like when i speak at my normal volume , joanne says im shouting
wth man
and all conversations were minimised to the max
but shall see how it goes
and went vivo after sch with smell
afterwards met up with yunos they all before he book in to army the next day
totally chui sia
second day of school
new media
same team at batam !
hahaha
again ah foong said i talked real loud
i didnt !
after school wenjie esmond hendrix and i acc ris low's sis to bugis to get her bag
dinner at nearby market
no idea whats the name
spent superrrrrrrrrrr long time guessing hendrix's chinese name
went in bugis junction
got some stuffs
today
didnt attend school
ribs is killing me
i cant even sit up
and it's math !
omg im so going to sos for help
gonna take some painkillers
meet feve and janice and trisha and the rest for steamboat later
kill me man
i haven't seen dad for 3 days since school started