all the randomness in the world

went out with libing , jess and half-brainer ytd for the popular sale, it was fun waiting for them ! -_- was suppose to meet them at expo platform at 640 pm , jess came at ard 650 while the other 2 came at 735!!!!!!!!!!when they finally reached,we went separate ways to look for diff things . i bought two notebooks , one for writing diary and the other for schedule planning , i badly need one lor! recently three ppl have asked me whether i would be free on this certain day and i totally forgot if i am free or not , and i kept asking myslf "am i free? " . i know , pro is my middle name :) hahaha!ok la , i need one to plan or write down my working schedule ( soon in july ) , studies , girls day out , day bestie is coming back , sleepovers , smell and orly and of cos , bonding :) . oh , and did i mention that my diary is a pink one? it shall be my second " blog " , i have a feeling this "blog" is going to get more shit than this blog .hahaha .omg , is this cass ? hahaha! what have i turned to ? lol , guess i am changing everyday , i mean i wanted pink higlights , pink mp3 and even my studs are pink ! oh dear ! hahaha!speaking of pink , patrick is pink ! i realised that pat is like a miniature me. ok , i shall explain .pat is pink , has spots all over him(pityriasis rosea ) , a big belly and goes errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hahaha,there's more ,i found this is a brief description of pat : patrick dont work ,patrick is a fat and lazy starfish that only really wants to sleep !hahaha,like me right? hahaha! ok, back to topic , ate burger king aftwards , train ride home was fun ! we talked abt loads of random stuffs , and joke abt smelly armpits that left jess laughing in stitches ! hahaha , and there was this incident , i was leaning against this door (the door where the train operator is in ) and suddenly the door open! omfg , i was sooooooooooooooo embarassed la!i totally went wtf? haha , but nvm la , i took it all in stride :) had a great day out with them and it got me thinking how blissful i am , i forgot abt that a couple of days ago when i get all pissed and irritated for nth . wait a minute , i get all happy and crazy over nth too! hahaha!ok,so i am blissed cos i have found my bestie , has got 6 great gfs , imagine a rainbow on my window every . . . aftnn , sleeps with patrick and gets to listen to happy,quirky songs all day . i am happy! hell yeah! speaking of bestie ,she is coming back real soon! yay!!!!!!!!can go make fun of half-brainer tgt !wheeeeeee . . . hahaha , and i have missed smell . the last time i saw her was . . . . a week ago . hahaha , so recently ah ? well , i missed hanging ard her house ,super shiok western food and gossips . hahaha , and orly has been missing since . . . forever?lol , oh ya , libing and carene bought sth for mau just now that somehow tugs at my heartstrings . i have missed gretel . well , perhaps a new pet to brighten up my life? i have been wanting to get a starfish / tortoise / hermit crabs for quite sometime alr . hmmmmm . my birthday is two months away yo ? hahaha! recently , i came to realise that my gfs either take their love life way too srsly or they simply dont give a damn abt it :) and it hurts like hell to see them bawl their hearts out over useless guys . guys , if a girl cries for u , u mean a lot to her . so dont be an asshole / jerk / bastard / douche breaking her heart these ppl rly trigger the bomb , dont ever let me see u guys again . but on the other hand , these guys having new gfs is kinda a good thing , i mean at least it's telling her to give up hoilding on to thin air . on the outside , they showed the world they have gotten over their past love ( i rly hope so ) . ok , i guess thats all the randomness for now . hahaha , i'll post photos of my pink diary and my schedule planner and pat up soon . I WILL BE BACK ! WAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!

dont know what I want
So dont ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road
I'm just walking trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do

I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'll be strong
I'll be wrong
Oh but life goes on
Oh I'm just a girl
Trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on
My old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today
Got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery
But that's ok

I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'll be strong
I'll be wrong
Oh but life goes on
Oh im just a girl
Trying to find a place in this world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly ...

I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'll be strong
I'll be wrong
Oh but life goes on

Oh I'm alone
On my own
And that's all I know
I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

ankletnameor star ?

should i go get one for my 18th?ppl warned abt regrets,impluse and social discrimination . wth . it's just a tattoo and it leadsto social discrimination?sometimes,i feel that the world is very shallow whereby ppl judge by what they see.a heavily tattooed person often gets branded as a bad person?i dont care,i have made up my mind.it's not on impluse.

ISNT IT REAL COOL? I HAVE GOT A CHRISTMAS TREE ON MY BACK !!!!!!! COOLIO!!!! HAHAHA , AND RARELY DOES IT AFFECT THE FACE AND I GOT IT . HAHA , AM I REAL LUCKY OR WHAT ? LOL . . . AND RECENTLY MY MUM TOOK PICTURES OF MY RASHES AS INSTRUCTED BY THE DOCTOR . SHE SHOWED THEM TO HER FRIEND AND HER FRIEND SAID SHE USED TO HAVE PITYRIASIS ROSEA AND ONCE THE RASHES IS GONE , IT GROWS ON THE INSIDE AND SHE WAS PARALYSED IN BED FOR 2 YEARS !!!!! SO MUMSIE DEMANDED A VISIT TO NUH TO GET MYSELF CHECKED THE VERY NEXT DAY . OF COS , STUBBORN CASS OBJECTED VIOLENTLY . HAHAHA , I MEAN IT'S JUST PITYRIASIS ROSEA FOR GOODNESS SAKE ! BUT I DO FIND IT ODD THOUGH . I GOT SICK WHEN RARELY A PITYRIASIS ROSEA PATIENT WOULD . HAHAHA , I TRUELY BELIEVE I AM DARN SPECIAL LOR ! HAHAHA , AND THE HEAT AND HUMIDITY IN SINGAPORE CAUSED THE RASHES TO WORSEN . WELL , ALL FOR SOME CHRISTMAS TREE . AND FRIENDS , CASS HAS NOT GONE MAD ( WELL , SHE IS LONG BEFORE SHE GOT PITYRIASIS ROSEA ) NOR SUFFERED A TRAGIC ACCIDENT THAT LEFT HER SO CRAZED , SHE IS SO GLEEFULLY DELIGHTED TO SUFFER :) SHE IS JUST , WELL . . . MAD BY NATURE . HEHEHE , GOOD THING IS , I HAVE GOT LOADS OF TIME TO STUDY ! WHEEEEEEE!!!!! AND OF COS TIME TO CLEAN UP THE MESS I HAVE CREATED IN MY ROOM . HAHAHA. . . ANOTHER GOOD THING IS , MY PARENTS ARE KINDA FORCED TO GIVE ME ALLOWANCE SINCE MY DAD FORBADE ME TO WORK FOR FEAR OF MY SICKNESS WORSENING . HAHA , AND THEY HAVE BEEN REAL NICE TO ME . NOT THAT THEY ARE NOT IN THE PAST LA . THEY WERE . JUST THAT NOW THEY ARE MORE CONCERNED AND LOVES ME MORE THAN THEY LOVE MY BRO . HAHA , KIDDING LA . THEY WOULD COOK HERBAL TEA , WAKE ME UP BRIGHT AND EARLY TO TAKE MY MEDICINE , MAKE BREAKFAST , GOES TO MSIA TO GET LUNCH BEFORE GOING BACK TO WORK , STOCK UP THE FRIDGE ( MUCH TO MY DELIGHT ! ), CHECK ON MY CONDITION EVERY NIGHT WITHOUT FAIL AND BRINGING ME TO THE CLINIC FOR FOLLOW UPS AT 11 PM . OH MY , I AM SO GOING TO LOVE THEM EVEN MORE AFTER THIS :) BUT OF COS MY ALL TIME FAVE FAMILY MEMBER IS STILL MY BRO . I CANT BELIEVE I USED TO HATE HIM SO MUCH WHEN WE WERE YOUNGER AND NOW , I LOVE HIM MORE THAN I LOVE MY PARENTS . HAHAHA , CONTRADICTING HUH ? OKOK , SO EVERYONE IN THE HOUSEHOLD IS INDESPENSABLE TO ME :) KUDOS TO PITYRIASIS ROSEA !!

PITYRIASIS ROSEA SUCK

Pityriasis rosea is a rash that occurs most commonly in people between the ages of 10 and 35, but may occur at any age. The rash can last from several weeks to several months. Usually there are no permanent marks as a result of this condition 1) SIGNS AND SYMTOMPS
Pityriasis rosea usually begins with a large , scaly , pink patch on the chest or back , which is called a "herald" or "mother" patch . It is frequently confused with ringworm , but antifungal creams do not help because it is not a fungus.

Within a week or two , more pink patches appear on the chest , back , arms , and legs . Patches may also occur on the neck , but rarely on the face . The patches are oval and may form a pattern over the back that resembles the outline of a Christmas tree . Sometimes the disease can produce a very severe and widespread skin eruption . About half the patients will have some itching , especially when they become warm . Physical activities like jogging and running , or bathing in hot water , may cause the rash to temporarily worsen or become more obvious . There may be other symptoms including fatigue and aching . The rash usually fades and disappears within six to eight weeks , but can sometimes last much longer 2) CAUSE
The cause is unknown . Pityriasis rosea is not a sign of any internal disease , nor is it caused by a fungus , a bacteria , or an allergy . There is recent evidence suggesting that it may be caused by a virus since the rash resembles certain viral illnesses , and occasionally a person feels slightly ill for a short while just before the rash appears . However , this has not been proven . Pityriasis rosea does not seem to spread from person to person and it usually occurs only once in a lifetime
3)TREATMENT
Pityriasis rosea often requires no treatment and it usually goes away by itself . However , treatment may include external or internal medications for itching . Soothing medicated lotions and lubricants may be prescribed . Lukewarm rather than hot baths may be suggested . Ultraviolet light treatments given under the supervision of a dermatologist may be helpful.

Occasionally , anti-inflammatory medications such as corticosteroid may be necessary to stop itching or make the rash go away

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hey!been busy lately with nothing.being sick totally robs me of everything i wanted or planned to do :( haha,but its gd to know that so many ppl care :) haha,well lotsa thanks who ask after me.gotta go study alr,tata lotsa love :)

I MISS MANY THINGS

hey!been long since i last updated.haha.kinda lost the usual cheerful,crazy,wild me for awhile.times are hard.but i guess i bounced back!wheeeeeeee...forget the past and start everything all over again,i told myself.aft all,what matters most to me are still ard.oh,and did i mention i've gotten myself a new bf?name is terence.hahaha.but we broke up alr :( lol!ask me for the whole story!it's sooooo hilarious!will be busy with work and studies nowadays,sorry if i neglected YOU.if given a choice,i'd rather give u a call every other day to check on u and ur "stress level".lol.difficult year it is for us.but no worries!we've got each other :) i love u :) :) :) and i miss u truckloads,wait...i miss everyone truckloads!hahaha,i have lost some things recently,and they were real important to me if they didnt know that,and that makes me treasure every single shit and crap i had w people :) i longed for a hug from my bestie :) u might be shocked to see me when u come back ;) recently i find myself depressed and miserable whenever i am alone.i thought i dont do emo? haha.perhaps not!ok,i know y.i am missing something dearly.something w four legs.watch out for the crazy ass cass real soonish!i miss my "evil" laughter,stupid sore throat!wahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha......lotsa hugs and smoochies,cass :)