i just got sicker i think
i blew my nose countless times when i went to borrow marketing book
got dad tiramisu as he was craving for it , strawberry coldset and his favourite mango cake
im not satisfied with my daily grade
cant the faci see that im doing the work ?
i was the scribe , i presented the solution , i even saved what im going to say in word doc , i helped to find the pictures
and i got a fucking c
what is this ?
i can dont bother anything and just present at meeting 3 and still get a C what
so i went to get marketing book
if this continues i will focus on my uts instead of daily grades
fucking pissed
now i utd how wenjie feels
do more get lower grade

day was ok
i was late for school
extremely late
when i went in to class
classmates asked faci does she know who i am
hahaha
then they made fun of me
did ppt with joanne
then had lunch before ut starts
i definitely wont do well for marketing
sian
went home after that
tomorrow is going to be a long day
cognitive in sem 2 is so hard
after school gotta get help from kch for math
if i pass math i would bai tekong alr sia

thanks for the concern (:
my knee is better now
im walking normally but slowly
and it's still swollen
celebrated junwen's bday during m1
today was math module
so many people went off during second meeting that only 3 groups were left
i dont understand math at all
think i need to sos for help before ut
after school
stayed back for faci to guide us for ut
then went to lib for marketing revision
didnt do much
i need to sit down in silence to absorb
went home and i read through marketing 6p for p1 and 2
real tired now
cos my mucus is free flow and i sneezed a lot of time when i reached home my nose is all blocked now and the medication is damn freaking strong
gonna sleep till 5am then study again
tomorrow's communication
it's about snails , ive already gotten the pictures for ppt and read up on it
i dont wanna fail because i wanna get back at (blank)who backstabbed me
evaluate me neutral and disagree when i helped get slides
just to put me down so can get higher grade ?
dream on man , u can evaluate i cannot meh ?
too bad i evaluate u neutral
i was too much wasnt i ? totally not
if someone step on top of your head just for their own selfish purpose
i dont think they deserve my help
at least i didnt evaluate u disagree LIKE U DID
questionnaire, segment targetting , market position 5am ah
life is so unpredictable , one second you are close to him
the other you are enemies , was it my fault or was it yours ?
why is it that everytime something happens , i would think of the past and forget about it ?
do i regretted ? no . i dont . im happier now that you are out of my life .
today i saw a girl carrying sunflowers and she was basking in happiness
two guys gave me sunflowers before , but you made me happiest
ive deleted and thrown away everything that reminds me of you
because i dont see the need for them to remain in my life
but one day i saw this little gift from u at the back of the wardrobe , forgotten
i remembered vaguely some people hid the gift as a prank and i told them to give it back cos it was precious to me
but even at that point of time
the words i said and the way i feel dont seem to tally
im sorry i discarded u .
i built walls around me for fear of hurting myself if i give too much of myself away
and im sorry i have never liked u

try

i walked with a limp today
when to wenqi's hostel to "study" for today's ut with weiyi
came up with a bunch of lame videos
hahahahahahaha
while walking to bus stop
i slipped and fell on the drain cover -hard
i swear i couldnt get up
and i had a hard time trying to sleep cause it was really painful
and my right knee is swollen now
even dad is shocked to see it so swollen .
and i fell on gravel pavement as well so i got rashes-like cuts
had cognitive ut today
afterwards showed the guys the vids we came up with
went to buy junwen's cake
gonna go sleep soon
must reach school early
junwen's birthday cake is with me lol
and I DIDNT EAT IT HOR

im in school today !
reached school at 8am ok
real proud of myself
marketing today
i find it easy
there was this funny part
w14h had this mass convo we were discussing about neo birthday today
christina said she alr GREET neo happy bday
esmond was like greet ?!?
u greet him good morning huh ?
hahahahahahahahahahaha
i cant take it i burst out laughing
and faci saw so she asked me question
i couldnt even answer cos when i merely open my mouth
i burst out laughing
so went trcc to get cakes for neo
i took my revenge !
MEI GUAN XI
HAHAHAHAHA
every time i watched my bday video
i will remember clearly to take revenge
and i smashed the cake on the side of his face which dropped on his shirt
whoooohooooo
happy bday neo hor
took pics w joanne adam

this year's halloween is a flop !
blame the weather
what is suppose to be a major success halloween celebration
was a total failure
no fire show , no creatures of the night show , characters only at shelter
zbar turned into fly swatting zone
i was supposed to walk into zbar alone with the heavy rain
but luckily jy went in together with me
my boots were all wet
damn disgusting
today lily drove us in instead
but we were still wet . cant win the rain la lol
im exhausted still though
i had to do a lot this weekend
how nice would it be if i can find replacement tomorrow
i still have a lot to do !
first ut on tue . die !

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.
I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying
Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
I just want to be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
You know I can hear it,
Hear every soul,
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know I ain't giving up on us

math module today
damnnnnnnnn hard
really
my team opt to go first
after presenting
i was damn eng i was doing all sorts of quizzes on facebook and twittering lol
i even finished doing my rj before 3pm !
got subway cookies before going to koh chiu how's math excel workshop
staarting dont utd but completing the square i utd
lol
then went home
math the whole day sibei sian sia
sem 2 math damn hard

halloween

went to night safari for halloween last week fri
time flies and it's the second time i've experience halloween in night safari
i went with different people this year
people whom ive met not too long ago
and those i went with last year most are gone from my life
but one thing that hasnt change
im still scared of the characters lol

the character may be the same but the actress is a different one
this one is prettier but last year's was really professional

look at e'smond's chee ko pek face lol

joanne and i wasnt in the picture
cos we were scared of this person
he likes to run to the crowd and leave people screaming and running away

and this clown chases people around

i was really scared and they took the chance to bully me
nehmind
over alr hahaha .
my face says im not scared
and someone said joyce looks like my mum comforting me HAHA

this lady was roaming around while we were waiting for the queue to take tram

scary right ?! i would scream if she looks at me like that
that's why im not in the pictures lol

tram ride !

first character
this guy banging
i mean real banging lol
then he suddenly charges towards the tram

the headless ghost carrying a head

some beast

scary mummy
wenqi jumped out of her seat and that leave the space beside me empty
shit la the mummy confirm jump up one so i crouched down , saying im not scared im not scared go away go away
hahahahaha

can u spot the ghost ?

a potianak carrying her baby
damn scary i flew to joanne's side and just when i turned the other side this ghost was staring at me
alamak
i ended up tearing lol

you cant see clearly but it's a man who was violently chopping at a mermaid

dead snow white
why always appear at my side sia !

dead bride ?
oh ya that hand belongs to weiyi
she was asking the bride to go over lol

group photo but too far apart from each other

and then kelly asked me to wait for her to end work
she wants to go in too
walked this time
more characters and scarier cos the ghosts will jump out of no where and scare the shit outta u

the first character
a butcher came out of the woods
growling

then a mummy came along

no YOU fuck off
YOU are the unprofessional one
we saw him and asked him to take a pic with us and he showed us this
knn go die man

angelin , yeeling and her bro joined us too
they are damn brave la
walked in the front
whoohoooo salute

the witch by the bridge

the vampire on the bridge

weiyi got her just deserts lol
the ghost who took revenge
she was making fun of the ghost
afterwards
kelly wanted to get desserts at ulu ulu so i accompanied her
and i got a call from feve
she wanted me to sing rac a birthday song
cos my voice together with revee is the loudest ever LOL
in the end my voice is the loudest
got a waffle cone with sweet cream and cookies and strawberry cheeseckae from ben and jerry
whoohoooo
i cant wait to get my army bag and pink sneakers
im so going to carry them to school everyday !
then went home
freaking tired !

goodbye pink hair
lol
helped mumsie pack her luggage as promised
brought her to my favourite salon
reborned my hair again
its real flat now
wenta buy things for mumsie to bring back for relatives
i wish i can go too
and i got a blazer , 3 long sleeve shirts and mumsie got pjs lol
im thinking grey highlights ? or red ? hmmmm
mumsie went back to her shop to check on the operation
and i got some time to watch love happens
it's about a guy who caused the death of his wife
wrote a book about it and got popular
he's helped people walk out of their grieves but he himself is still in pain
met this girl he likes and is stuck between past and present
i cried shitloads
it's nice

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

went to school late today
school has this eco flea going on
donate any amount and u get ice cream
weiyi and i each got one
after school got another one LOL
wenta one stop centre to submit our psea forms
met up with smell and orly for seoul garden afterwards
seoul garden suck !
my shirt , hair and even my bagpack smell like bbq food
watever haha
smell and i are going to get army bags next week !
damn excited
i suggested smell put ben as her bag name and i put jerry
hahahahaha
pink sneakers (:
i was having a hard time deciding between pink and grey sneakers a month back and i settled for grey
guess grey sneakers has no fate with me
shall get a pink one then !
but wont be anytime soon though
going to help mumsie pack her luggage tomorrow
shes flying sat but wont be home fri already
F-R-E-E-D-O-M
how come so many people know what im going to say next ?
because they read my blog
then why never tag ?
because they are lazy
HAHAHA

met up with feve faizal and zw in the afternoon
army market to get their stuff
i wanted to get the army bag
shall see if i really want it end of the month still
which is like nxt week
i'll go get it then
lunched at golden mile for thai food
though im half thai
i dont understand thai words lol
suppose to go visit granny after that
but bro couldnt wake up
im going to watch my life in ruins before going to bed already !
meeting up with orly and smell after school tomorrow (:

do good feel good

when was the last time u did a good deed ?
i simply love how it feels after doing something good
last fri , i found a wallet in the bus on the way to school
and thought of keeping it
like come on man
im no angel
there was about 80 bucks , student pass, ic , posb card etc in the wallet but no contact number
reported it to one stop centre during meeting one
and the owner of the wallet actually texted me to thank me followed by a string of messages
the feeling was overwhelming and i knew i didnt make a wrong choice
the other day , i was sitting on priortity seat on a non crowded train and i thought to myself i would give up the seat if a needy comes along
but i figure thats how i always dismissed my wrong doings
however , when an elderly couple came in the cabin
i actually stood up and offer my seat to them
im amazed myself

will blog again soon
when i get pics of rac's bday
i wanna blog about the full happening
halloween was a blast