February 20, 2009

forcing a smile


hey . . . . . . . . . .
this is a dejected post
so yeah
im currently attached to kfc kidsworld
why in the world did i agree to it ?
i dont even know it myself
so . . . yeah
kidsworld for one / two months
im unsure as well
and we have to wear their uni ?
cant we wear the all black attire we used to wear to attachments ?
yeah i understand
bcos we'll be there long term
i wont complain anymore
i miss bongo badly
kfc staff ?
ive got nothing to say
some are really nice
people like kok lim , robin , aunty jessie , ray and ryan
but the rest are all fakers
there is this 15 yr old girl who keeps boasting that she is not a virgin anymore
like hello ?
something to be proud of ?
and this act cute girl who somehow always target adidas to "teach"
mouth open nvr show
and some really catty girls
i heard frm a lot of ppl that there is the resident bitch i have not met
well
if she really makes me mad
i'll just walk off back to entrance
grab my bag and go home
i dont make noise and stuff
adidas does that cos she cant stand them anymore
ill just walk off
me fereal and adidas were saying we will walk off if they provoke us further
i cant stand them
they made my attachment a bad one
at least im not toying with the idea of going back bongo to cancel off this attachment
ill give myself one more week
well not only me
adidas and fereal as well
many times adidas and fereal thought of going back to ashok tell him we dont want to do this attachment anymore
tdy
i mean ytd
she got into a heated argument and storm off to cool herself down
ray knew we werent happy
so he send the three of us for break tgt
so that he can have a talk with us
im glad someone actually knows we're upset
but letting us eat tgt
caused this girl to ask
why they can eat tgt and we cant ?
we didnt request to eat together ok
but i know it will cause ashok trouble
so i just kept mum abt it
i will tell others im miserable
there is just no way for me to keep quiet abt it
but i will not tell ashok
before i went to this attachment
ashok came over to specifically tell me to inform him or manager if im unhappy or sth happen
and if anyone of us back out of this attachment
he has to find a replacement
i shall not let that happen
im glad im doing base and not counter
im counting down the days
everyday at wrk i feel so stifled
not that i have to learn new things
it's the environment
i's the people
this girl was training a new guy
he was asking lots of qns
she retorted
dont ask so many qn
learn to wrap your burgers nicely before you want to learn how to do meltz
wtf
we dont tell ppl that when we train ppl
i dont even smile at work anymore
i have that sad clown face
i found myself racking my brains for excuses not to go wrk
i found myself reluctant to wake up in the morning
i hang my head low at wrk
i dont even want to talk to anyone
i cant stand bitches bastards fakers hypocrites
ytd
i requested to go home early
i simply dislike the feeling of someone telling u
eh
go do 3 fillet 3 zinger 2 shrooms
and who teach u how to wrap burgers ?
bongo loh
gd ans but u are not in bongo anymore
learn how to wrap nicely
dont bongo here bongo there
u have to bun up ur hair
aiyo wrk w u bth sia
she down the strips at this pot but press timer for another pot lor
fyi
the pot wasnt heated up
so i used the other one
everyone at base know
and the pot can cook all the same food tgt
so dont find fault w me
then aunty jessie came to me
and she said
u can wrk here well it's just that you are new and not used to new things
that made my day
and ray being there makes our life happier as well
we asked him to choose between bongo or kfc
his reply was
of cos bongo la
hurray !
even the manager prefers bongo
see ?
the only thing i like abt base is fries
yeah u heard me right
it gives me a sense of belonging
u wont utd it
when u are suddenly at this strange place having to pick up new things at a v short period
u tend to find things that can get u feel welcome

i will try to like this place
i have to
im gd at seeking self contentment at dire situations
find happiness and fun
cat case cass
whatever ppl call me





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