colour my life

i was thinking
can i really fake a smile and laugh through the ordeal ?
hmm
gets me thinking
i'll see about it
my heart is telling me to leave alr
my mind is says give it another week
if any one of us wants to leave
i'll leave with them
but faizal hasnt start his attachment yet
i'll see what he has to say abt it
i cant stand the staff
but will it get better ?
i remember requesting to go home early
and i told adidas
if it's bongo i wont do that
and i purposely let the 15 yr old girl hear what i have to say
in bongo
i will only do that if im v tired
monday = showdown