colour my life

If anyone ask
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare I pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
is this hard as it gets?
is this what it feels like to really cry?

If anyone ask I'll tell them we just grew apart
And what would I care if they believe me or not
Whenever I feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend im okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

im talking in circles
Im lying they know it
why wont this all just go away