this is sooooo bad

when I _____________________

i ___________

but_________

i realised _____________

___________

u _______________

everything _____________

i ___________

now ____________

but___________

i dont _______

why __________________

______________

u __________

do i___________

i___________

shatters___________

fucking _____

i _________

i dont ___________

i __________

but u __________

i _________

___________wrong

everything __________

__________ u

why ________

so . . . . .

as anyone can tell

ive got many things on my mind

i got to know many things

but i _________

fuck

i cant even blog abt it

but one thing i can tell for sure

i need my crazygang :(

and im wrking on thurs :(

crazygang is the best

no issues

no unhappiness

just longing to spend more time with each other

and have fun

share each other's secret and troubles

i know that ive been rather busy

and i didnt manage to meet up with u girls

and that means i miss u girls loads more

sigh

im upset

thats for sure

but

im very good at hiding my unhappiness

but some people who know me better can still tell im upset

i totally didnt expect this

it suck to ________

sometimes i wish i accepted her

that would made me a les

but then

at least i have someone to share my troubles with

comfort me when i freaking start tearing

omg

this is bad

how can cass be . . . UNHAPPY ?

can u stop ________ ?

uve made me _______

u _________

fuck

i cant even talk abt it

sigh

why is it that

even cass

the stupidly cheerful girl is even tearing ?

why oh why