watched stars for a cause just now
this 20 YO boy studies with the help of vounteers providing for his edu and only visits his grandparents once a month
his dad passed away

and his grandma took out this photo of her son
she darent show it to her grandson cos she didnt want him to know she misses her son truckloads and then she broke down
oh man , that's it . i turned into a crying machine yet again
on a random note , i watched the news and got to know a man got knocked down by a truck just behind my house and the man died from his injuries on the road
shoot , my place is gonna be haunted mannnnnnnnn
and it dawned on me that life is fragile
i could be blogging today but i may be gone tomorrow
who knows
and that prompted me to write this note titled if i were to die one day
i wanna leave some words for the ones i love instead of leaving them hanging
i wanna let them have some closure
no im not emoing i just want to prepare for the unknown
im scared to die because im fucking scared of pain and the unknown
but for now , i just wanna be happy

hahaha with wild curo
which was suppose to be a gift to my dad for father's day
it's my sleeping companion now

i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy feel like vomiting now
and im still having diarrhoea . 6 times today

omg , ytd 6 sambar deers escaped from night safari leh !
one still missing man
damn random i know lol
and i shit like 5 times in sch lol
still can eat western food .
and i saw someone selling unicorns but it's the only one left and it's dirty so i didnt buy it ):

sick
sian
headache and diarrhoea
i walked down to the place i used to hang out as a kid
shocked that the playground is no longer there
a shelter was built in place
but it's comforting to see that the mama shop still sells my fave chunky otah
though sick , i bought the last otah
bought strawberry shortcake and his fave putu piring for dad
watched this show abt this dad who lost his daughter
cried like hell
but but but
i had like 4 bottles of bubbles
blew bubbles at the playground watching kids try to catch them
happy moments (:

yesterday went over jbp
glad is coming back for 3 months starting from 1st aug !
you will definitely see me happier and working moreeeeeeeeeeee
hahaha
and then waited for peggie for awhile then off to jp's icing room
deco a cake
actually i didnt do a lot
peggie and kimo did most of them lol
i just did the sun and hearts but i know i want have 6 stick figures LOL

and i got carene and jess balloons

the scrapbook we did for jess

hahaha i came 4 hours late
they drew this while ay everything with fries
sorry ):

thy cakeeeeeeeeeeee

i find that mau looks nice in this pic leh .

carene's present

this was before i reached so i dk whats happening
but it's funny looking at this !

and they had this idea of 'showing how long they waited for me'

5 pm ! suppose to meet already

6pm . cass late again loh

see ah see ah , they adjusted the timing one ah

7pm . cass late for 2 hours leh

8pm . wah laoooooooooooooo

9pm . sibei pek chek

10pm. want to sleep already lorrrrrrrrrrrr

11plus.sleeping already

12plus.buay sai liao

1am.apparently that's sleeping walking and snoring HAHAHA

and finally i came !
with balloons and cake !
whoooot cass rock pls

and they really go sleep . no joke man .
hahahahahahaha
i thought they bluff me
until they woke up i was like wah sey really sleep hahahahah

carene with her elmo balloons

nice cake hor ?
tqvm ! HAHA

the two july babies

group pic !

they keep spamming pics of the cake lol . i think got ard 60 pics all of the cake

jess with the cake

carene with the cake

jess with her scrapbook

while they were opening presents,cutting cake ,
i was noticably absent
cos i got so hungry i was sitting at one corner eating chicken rice
hahahahahahah

nuggetsssssssssssssssssssss . later go buy mcnuggets already . HAHA

mau has to leave already

byeeeeeeeeeeeee auntyyyyyyyyyyyyy

this was at icing room
peggie and kimo helping me w the cake lol

peg drew this on kimo's hand lol
and i was busying eating the decos and squeezing chocolate into kimo's mouth HAHAHA