i worry.u cant find food on your own,no anti chlorine in ur water,fights u might get into with others,rain how?u are scared of darkness.u r scared of new environments and new places.i remember putting colourful stones in ur water and u r so petrified u shitted.i worry abt how u might be sick now,maybe u are dead now.i worry.this burden will nvr lift till i find u again.ppl think it's silly;u are just a small pet that cost no more than a bowl of bak chok mee.but to me,u are my baby,no matter where u are,dead or alive,i love u.i miss u truckloads,i still cry when i saw ur tank or your pics.i miss u gretel,i nvr love a pet so much.

hey,been busy working again!haha,many things happen recently that made me real sad!i cant forget many stuffs and the future with some ppl are uncertain,they feel it too.trying to distant themselves frm me,sad right!that makes me treasure those silly cartoon characters even more.i want to add in more cartoon characters in my life,silly but meaningful.i understand their hostility is part of their plan to not feel so much of the pain when they leave.i m sad too,how life turns out to be like,i have 3 such ppl in my life right now,its painful but i am trying hard to laugh it off.i always try not to think too much of it,but when night comes and nostalgia is as dear to me as gretel ,i cant help feeling blue,i m missing so many things.i cant help it,i miss everything impt to me and there are too many.

hey!first thing u read my blog u will go "er,why this kind of song right?" haha.got reason one la,it has my dad's signature all over it.i have a real cute dad la.everytime he ask me to do sth,say sweep the floor,i will go "why me?" then he will break into this song "only youuuuuuuuuuuu....."awwwwww,aint he adorable?so old alr still act cute.impossible to reject la.hahahaha,i love my dad la,even though he did sth bad recently that made me v sad.haha.i miss my tortoise!anyway,i am feeling really guilty right now,i woke up 2 plus,rushing for work,my dad started nagging and nagging and nagging so i just let my face do the talking.haha.one black face speaks a million ok!so bad right.but u tell me which kid likes his/her parent to nag nonstop?and my dad is not even offended la.he finds it amusing to see me fumes over nothing.i angry he laugh -_-

hey!been busy working.work was fun,i guess i am going to be stuck at counter forever.lol!many things happened recently,more on the bad side,but still,i am smiling :) well,like i said before,these things may be impt to me,but it's not as important as me being happy ! friends come and go all the time due to many reasons,so many that we lost count of how we drifted apart,why we quarrelled,why we are angry with each other,why are we throwing tantrums,why we are so emo.blah blah blah.i know things cant be the same as it used to be,well,lets just remain hi bye friends.i dont wish to see u sad,i feel responsible for making u sad though i have been told i m not. i have so many true friends ard me,i dont feel sad anymore cos i know they will be there no matter what shitty thing happens to me.when i am sad,it angers them.i too feel angry when my friends are sad.but not to worry,seeing me not smile is almost impossible!i grew crazier each day,old friends are shocked to see me!well,i am starting to miss my girls alr :( power ranger misses her true friends.haha,somehow it sounds comical,well,whatever i say sounds comical -_-

when to night safari w xue qi and chong yi tonight,was really boring starting.ate at ulu ulu.sambal stingray yum yum.chong yi and xue qi ate like snails!!!!!!!aftwards,caught the animal show,stupid chong yi raised my hand when the show presenter asked who wants to touch the snake,he wanted a macho man,i took one look at chong yi and laughed real loud,he macho meh?hahaha,he super hate it when i say meh?then took the tram.chong yi said he wanted long island tea.i told him "black black one nice meh?" he can so idiotic replied "coke also black what" lol!shitted at east lodge.hahaha,then walked back to entrance.haha,me and chong yi jumped on the suspension bridge for a gd maybe five minutes?xue qi was scared stiff!lol.we r so bad!drank virgin pina colada while chong yi had long island tea.he cant finish la,i think i drank half of it -_- then i ownself presume he acts emo when drunk.hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha.

went to highlight my hair w jess and libing.hell,i slept at 6am and they called me at 11 am!then they were late!anyway,went to fep first,had lunch at puncak,libing was so funny!she was scalded by the hot claypot!lol.her reaction damn slow la,i alr eyed her v long then she said "ouch". -_- bought a pair of flats and red flip flops .kinda regret buying the flats :( aftwards headed to city plaza.wl eh,bluff ppl one lor,jess and i wanted pink highlights (i know,dont laugh) but the result like kns lor,mine was a mixture of orange and pink,while jess's is plain brown.hahaha,bleach lousy la.but i m secretly loving those imperfections man!ok,so i love my curly baby hair,that huge pimple on my forehead and my huge stomach :) tell me i am crazy?no need la,i know alr.hahaha.i just gave my crazy gang new nicknames.i m cassandra the power ranger.there r others like tweety bird,spiderman,mashimaro, power puff and er forgot alr.hahaha,tata,lotsa smoochies

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I SUPER HEART THE GHOSTLY NEO!
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Hey,it's april's fool day.ok,random stuff.haha,will be blogging on sleepover at carene's.btw i saw my "beautiful" ic just below carene's block!i told them to be at carene's by 2pm sharp but i was late,i think for abt 45mins -.- and they gave me a hard time la,kept reminding me time and time again that i was LATE,LATE,LATE!aftwards,carene and i went to cook pasta,worst cooking experience ever according to carene.hahaha.u might be wondering,then what was libing and jess doing?well,they were torturing us with their awful piano "masterpiece" .hahaha!oh ya,and i m sucha klutz can,i brought out the pasta and i dropped half of carene's portion on the table!she ended up having to eat instant udon.sorry kuku!jess and i gobbled up everything but we were still hungry,so,i started pinching libing's food.but it still wasnt enough!slowly,jess's and my hands started sneaking towards carene's udon!hahaha.aftwards left for work with asidah.quite fun working la,but i wish it wasnt so busy :) time passed real fast during work,soon i was back in carene's (thanks to glad for walking me over to carene's :) ) i was online talking to random ppl while jess and carene were dozing off!n i haven bathe. haha.played monopoly for awhile but we were so tired and bored that we donated money to each other.i won!hahaha.i guess i didnt find it fun cos i was in jail half of the time!so suay right?play monopoly also can get jailed for nth -.- i said we were tired but once we stop playing we are suddenly very active,ok la.me only.hahaha.i turn crazy by the stroke of midnight!coolio.hahaha.ask asidah!she witness how siao i became.hahaha.so we talked till 5 plus.carene alr dozed off while jess listened to our crap.libing's story is so hilarious i couldnt stop laughing!!!!slowly we entered lalaland one by one,i was the last.woke up the next day at 1.didnt brush my teeth or wash up.ate nasi lemak and two pieces of prata and lots of drinks.watched yours mine ours.nice!oh ya,carene asked what movie we want to watch so i said romantic comedy.guess what she rented?i know who killed me,when a stranger calles,jay chou movie and high school musical,u tell me.which of the movie got romantic comedy one?hahaha.kukukuku,sometimes u r so funny u didnt even realised!aftwards,headed home,yes,teeth "unbrushed" face unwashed.haha.i dont care la.

i want to dig a hole and bury my head there forever and ever and ever.omfg la.i should be the one punking not the punked!u all made me called and sms and leave offline msg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just realised i completely forgot abt spiderwick's chronicle!ok,here's the review : super shiok!!!i watched it the day dae result was out.was a bit depressed abt it so i asked smell to eat lunch and catch a movie tgt.she very on la :) so i went online to check the timing and decided on spiderwick's chronicle.it's a bit like harry potter leh,only this is nicer :) starting smell was horrified when she realised what movie we are gg to watch.hahaha.she said it's very scary -.- not la.but in the end she likes it a lot.