Today im both sad and happy
sad cos i fell from the ladder
lol
people sleep on bunk beds i also sleep on bunk bed
then why people never fall down i fell leh ? kao
lol anyway my spine is ok already (:
and im happy cos i had durians after dinner shiok much
and dinner was thai food
i guess my happiness has outdone my sadness then
i feel i know you more now and what you want
but i still have to intention to be with you ?
hmmmmmm sorry im indecisive like that

would rather you be mean
than love and lie
would rather hear the truth
then have to say goodbye
i rather take a blow
at least then i would know
but baby dont you break my heart slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
whoooooot damn nice !
ki tao hong again LOL

I still hoplessly in love with taylor swift's songs
kao . its like a 45 yr old woman loving justin bieber's songs can
but nevermind la
i like can alr
seems like time really flies
it wasnt too long ago did i complained about school reopening
and tomorrow im going to solve problem 3 already
touching up tatt on sat
putting a small heart shape on the right side of the tatt to balance it out
cant believe im going to subject myself to such pain again
omg i will never tatt at my wrist again
maybe other parts which is not that painful
heh
i think .....
i will not think about this issue anymore
i will let nature take its course
dont have then dont have lor
im fine the way i am . happy . laughing

apparently you are not a man of words
haha
said not to contact and u still did
however , i dk if its for the good or bad at this point of time
if i tell u i chose you over my best friend of 7 years i'd be crazy
how sure are you that you would always be there like what you said leh ?
even before , you were already possessive
and you said not to leave you out anymore .
really ? i thought we were just friends
but i got revee leh . how leh ?
hahahahahahahahahaha

ni song de li wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
hui bu hui tai ter biaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hahaha
ki tao hong already

should i cry because u left
or should i smile because u finally left ?

just got home
and here i am sitting in front of the laptop in the kitchen
looking every bit of the typical aunty
messy ponytail and colourful m&ms tee EATING PEANUTS
not knowing what to make for sunday dessert later on
why is it sunday already ?

Ive built walls around me not to block anyone out
but to see who loves me enough to climb over it
you never did
or perhaps you did try and you didnt get back up
so i shall never let myself feel sad for you ever again
they say if i had a flower for every time you made me smile and laugh
i would have a garden to walk in forever
you did left some flowers but they all withered and they were no more new flowers to add in
you didnt love me when i least deserve it . thats when i need it most
so , im happy with me and my life
all you have to do is be happy for me
goodbye this is the closure im seeking for

went out with w14h people sometime before sch reopen
had dinner at nyny with joanne weiyi and esmond
then wenjie and junwen came
watched just another pandora's box
its fucking lame i tell u
its like a romantic comedy without the romance and hilarious jokes
instead it was replaced with lame sickening "jokes"
i couldnt even bring myself to laugh at some scenes

one sms can kill or bond
today it supposedly kills
you'd think that would kill me and make me suffer right ?
dream on
one obstacle can make u give up then ok lor
i will respect your decision .
take care ! (:

I spent last night visiting the toilet countless times and developing a fever early in the morning
didnt attend lesson
wat a great way to start this hard module

I've been dead tired recently
think im mentally exhausted ttm
i can sleep for 11 hours and still feel tired
anyway
today was IT security management
i need a long time to adapt to new environments
so in class im like one fucking hermit LOL
after school went cwp with joy and revee
had gelare !
dinner was alphabet soup . damn salty

blogging about yesterday aka one day before school reopens ):
damn drama i tell u
firstly met up with mau to do pink extensions again . lol
met carene for dinner
mau and i stock up on wrapping papers
she bought like 35 rolls lol they kept calling me chao ah lian because i have a tatt now and i got pink extensions -.-
afterwards went home and i had a hard time drifting to sleep
just when i got sleepy enough , my hp rang
that aster talked to me for 2 hours
tried to go back sleep
wanted to sleep already
bro woke me up
one of my birds died
like wtf la
the bird was eating , drinking , sleeping , shitting well
and suddenly no signal just died
and i searched through websites
it died in an unnatural position
possibly due to getting shock or terrified
im guessing the latter
the other bird was flying around frantically just like the other time and it looked damn scared
and it wont let us remove the dead bird
it just goes pecking the bird , go eat , walk abit , go peck the bird again
this goes on for hours
aiya i dk whats in the kitchen la
dad say buy another bird . but i dk whats in the kit . dad say maybe hang the cage outside my room's window .
just when i wanted to buy a bigger cage with more toys for them , it died
tried to go back sleep again
finally fell asleep at 5am
and have to wake up at 7 wtf la damn tired can
tomorrow still got to work after sch . but i think sch will be fun
ummu's in my class haha . and era , joy , wenjie , junwen and weiyi is on the same level
and joanne is a level below us

i dk y shes so happy . must be because of me la

carene eating shit hahahahahaha . her knock it down joke had mau laughing for 2 hours straight

siao liao . our face damn cramp lol

now i know y no one is scared of me when i scold ppl
look at my face . who's scared of that lol

this crazy girl called me chao ah lian
i called her lim ah toot
i hereby invent new nicks for crazy gang
jess is chia simi
aster is tay ah noob
carene is choy ah gong
libing is yong tau foo
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah
damn fucking childish can

these are pics of gems party
im not going to bluff and say the party was awesome
one of my organisers didnt turn up
four people mia last min
have to combine teams
everything was a mess
i had 4 hours of sleep and it was raining
i look like crap and i cant be bothered
anyway , first game was amazing race
i was stationed at zoo . then have to run all the way to ulu ulu
stupid daniel said i teleported over haha
next game was u confirm dont know one
then followed by guess what
last game was play fetch
the pics are not in order . in fact they are in reverse order
after the party , revee, aidah , ange , yeeling , razali , feve , leng chun and i went to zoo
had ulu ulu food for dinner
had my usual stingray thumbuakar , inside got mira's eye candy lol

dead crab still must be soaked in chilli sauce hahaha

crab's last words NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

went kidsworld to play
revee got her shoe soaking wet when she slipped lol
she was screaming away with other laughing
leave me to pull the rope alone !
v heavy leh

otw to boat ride with is boring until can die one . i think zoo is damn pro
reservior also must earn profit
just sail across nia must pay 5 bucks wtf

this whatever u call it insect was there since i went zoo for amazing race 11am in the morning .
this pic was taken at 3plus LOL
cant believe he went ard walking like that for so long

the commotion lol
scoop bnj ice cream la lol
everyone made me scoop for them !
they say U SCOOP SO WELL CAN TRANSFER TO BNJ ALR kns la

organisers

first team

second team

third team

bongo sling . make those late comers drink until die wahahahahahaha

u confirm dont know one game ws

bongo sling !!!!!!!!

guess what game
must snatch elmo to answer questions
my poor elmo

group photos ! david took it for us