fuck it man
why must u msn me after i say to break it off leh ?
thinks it amounts to nothing
dont give it a thought

Happy day ! bought bottles of bubbles and i had otah
whooooooooooot

omg , you should totally watch the latest chick versus dick episode !
i almsot died laughing la !!!!!!!!! tui lei hum ga chang ! hahahahahahahahaha

finally met up with smelly after 1239854409 days/weeks/months
omg i bth her ! she kept talking abt guys ! lol i gave her my wtf face half the time
had teppanyaki for lunch as usual
313 as usual
we both heart our shopping loots
i wanted to get this pair of elmo ear studs from diva initially
asked smelly whether i should get it
that kns chicken go snatch the last pair say shes buying !
lol i told her to go ahead get it loh . how old alr , so childish .HAHAHA
ole ole box for dinner
watched jurassic park 1/2/3 with bro
omg i didnt know jurassic park was so funny can !
okok i know , i find every single movie funny sales assistant scolded us for taking pictures
lol your sign for no photography so fucking small
like for ants to see
cant blame us hor

got this from f21 !
i didnt see the loafer i wanted ):

smell and i both got this ring

im a sucker for seashell assessories . but ive no idea what to do with the pair of pearl studs
i.dont.like.pearls.

got a brown belt too . but i lazy to go take pic cos it's just a normal belt mah
ok la , im gg to sleep anytime
i dont understand the system
why are we getting paid more to work on eve of ph when there is little/no crowd
but on ph , we get regular pay and the crowd is omfg damn wtf knn
seriously chui sia
lucky vesak i went in zbar , crowd was "handleable"
but many staff on "front line" chui ttm hahahaha
hengster is me liao
will blog about badminton friendly match w ulu ulu when gay boy jian yang upload the pics lol

today is not a good day for me
cos i quarreled with a customer
like fuck it's none of my business you fucking come scold me ?!
her daughter ( perfectly normal ) went into the handicap toilet when the normal cubicles were mostly free
and she got locked inside
so the girl's mum approached me for help
i asked the cleaner to open up
but the cleaner say even if she use the key to open up , it's not going to help cos the door is locked from inside not out
so the mum was like " help my daughter la ! "
then i said " we cant use the key to open cos it wasnt even locked from outside , we need to teach ur daughter how to open the lock "
the fucking mum replied " if she know how to open up , she wont be locked inside alr ! "
so to that i said " the only way to get her out is to teach her how to open from inside "
she shouted at my face " why u staff , you never help ! what kind of staff are u ?! how can u say there's nothing u can do ! "
knn ccb where the fuck i say there's nothing i can do ?!
your own daughter fucking healthy and able go handicap toilet for what fuck ?!
i am not even a fucking cleaner , i got someone to try open up but the door cant be opened from outside what . its like u walk past a toilet and someone demand u to open up a locked door and when u cant she scolded u for not helping
so i got very pissed off
i shouted in her face
KNN CCB , WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM ! YOUR DAUGHTER KANNA LOCKED IS HER PROBLEM LA ! I GOT SOMEONE TO HELP ALREADY WHAT . IM NOT EVEN A FUCKING CLEANER
then i walked off . knn . i almost showed her the finger .
if you want to complain me , so be it lor . i dont give a fuck

if you bake a cake and it turns out flat , you're still gonna try it and say it's nice
cos you made it yourself
same goes with your life
if it suck , you're still gonna live with it
cos it's your life

Decided to be nice today lol
I bought two of everything
2 beancurds , 2 puddings and 2 tubs of ice cream
1 for me and 1 for bro
and bro announced he's going to love me most till the day he die
hahaha no la i ownself say one
Finally submitted my pp scope and objective
but not sure will get approve or not
i pray hard it will else i wouldnt know what to write already
cos i basically threw everything i know of into it .
yeah it's a huge chunk lol

You cant please the entire world
im starting to think , is it right for me to take revenge ?
even if she did me wrong and caused me to suffer a lot?
is it right to do whatever i want ?
but what about all the injustice i suffered all because she is jealous
but jealous of what ? wtf
grow up la , everyone should accept each other the way they are
i know i cant keep my words i do have criticism about others but at least its worth trying
to be happy . seriously , whats with constant bitching and trying to bring people down ?
wha do you gain from this ?
to make u feel better ? i dont see how

thank you mummy for always hugging me when i cry
for taking me out on a trip sometime
for letting me paint my nails in the most bizzare colours possible
for tidying up my room
for cooking my favourite food
thank you for not yelling at me when i do something bad
for saying it's ok to make mistakes
thank you for letting me sleep in your bed
for holding my hand
thank you for letting me fall to learn to be independent
i know ive not done much to make u proud of me
but im proud to have you as my mother
thank you for loving me forever
i love u very much (:

you have made me very unhappy today
because you chose to listen to the wrong party
and due to the choice you made , you've lost a lot of us
congrats
i shall see how u will survive
how you are going to defeat an army so big , i dont see how u can .
my advice to u - go buy popcorn , got show to see already .
i am not a bitch , you moulded me into one .
fuck u

guess what my bro typed on the keyboard ?

kfc website
wtf la
he just recovered and he's craving for kfc ?!
buddy meal somemore
but whatever la
as long as he is healthy and not sick
i guess that's all that matters right

please , anyone but him
it kills me to see him suffer

yesterday was a happy day
cos i finally watched ip man 2 with zw faizal and peggie
the movie was funny sia . lol okok i know a lot of people will disagree cos i find all movies funny hahaha
had lunch at manhattan fish market
got my watch ! bought the hot pink one
damn striking
maybe will get the purple one if i still like it by the end of this month
afterwards went to find mum and had dinner with her
durians again !

today is another happy day
cos mum cooked !
it's a miracle ok , the last time she cooked was 3 months ago ?
though the fact that ut is in few days time dampens my mood abit
i seriously dont know any shit about codes and all man
anyway stayed back after school awhile for database . saw kimo on the way out of school
she likes my watch haha .
borrowed it for a day lol
who knew a bunk would like hot pink ? lol
have to submit topic for pp by 31st
but i dont know what to do profiling on
mum's business / night safari / jurong bird park / creative / samsung ?
my mind is saying night safari or jurong bird park cos im most familiar with it having spent 2 years plus there and all
i could get a lot of help from management as well .

I miss seeing your name lighting up whenever you talk to me on MSN.

You don’t start conversations with me anymore. And I’m too scared to start one.

got this from six billion secrets .

was wondering should i do another tatt again ?

star on the other ankle ? script ?

plaza sing to get colourful watches tml !

today is a happy day (:
school ended early by an hour !
i love wed lesson to bits
just research for the whole day and by third meeting , do a quiz and that's it
shiok or what ? haha
the only downside was data comm wasnt easy to digest .
everytime i read a new article/report/site i will go huh ? smlj lai eh ?
but after understanding it , it's not too bad !
unlike java omg can die
i'm home by 4 when i should have ended school by 4
and im usually not act cute i swear
but i saw these stickers and i itchy finger go paste on my shuffle .
mumsie say cute hor . she say cute means confirm cute alr
lolmumsie say i v creative paste a leaf on the original apple leaf
hahaha
mumsie say i creative means i creative hor
the rainbow sticker is the reflection from my phone lol
three cheers to happy days !
oh ya , read sth damn cute on gmh
share share with u lol

Last night for homework, our class was assigned to write a report on our "dream person."

Today in class we were peer editing each others papers. My crush and I always partner up, and so we peer edited each others.

When I looked at his paper, it only had a single word on it:

"You."

so strong .
i love it when he said
" i may not have hands to hold my wife's hands but when the time comes i will be able to hold her heart . i dont need hands "
and
" it's scary to know many people think they are worth nothing and to all the girls here , you are gorgeous the way you are "
and
" it's a lie to think that you are not good enough . it's a lie to think that you're not worth anything "

mother's day was packed with activities
collected the cake an hour earlier
went to marina for billy bomber . mumsie had the mother's day package
afterwards bowled for 3 rounds
drove to ecp next to cut the cake
not before dropping by mac's drive thru for some cinnamon melts , mcwings and iced lemon tea though
brought out the kite and mat and stuff
afterwards , went to bishan for prawn fishing
they la , not me
cos cats were everywhere
i had to go do fish spa and foot reflexology - the only place cat-free there
but it's not too bad except the fishes were freakishly huge and i couldnt get my legs in the water for fear that the fishes will nibble on my tatt when it has not healed completely
last stop was balestier for beef noodles
to mumsie : i hope you have enjoyed the activities and be happy always

mumsie looks so tiny kiaped between us hahaha

wah lao , look at the message
mother also dk how to spell
kao . where got people spell mother like that one hahahaha

say yay to heartagram ! hahahaha
was thinking of doing uv tatts from now on .

why is it that everytime i make a decision , i will break it ?
why cant u say u dk me well instead of saying
i know u like colourful things all the time but u like pink at times , sometimes vintage , u love to wear pumps and chunky rings . and cute cute butterflies !
i hate it when u know me . cant u just pretend u dont ?
it will be easier for me to move on
whats with sending me texts that says
if one day you feel like crying , call me . i cant promise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.
i'll blog about mother's day tml if i can spare the time
im not going to lie and say im doing well in school
everyone knows im a computer idiot
and here i am taking IT course with the codings and all
when i dk the modules , i shut myself out .
ive never felt so useless before .
whatever la , just get it over and done with
im definitely not going to get some IT job and die there .
rws (:

i got my tatt done already
no more tattoos from now on lol
maybe for now haha
that spot in the tatt is my blood
i dont dare to pick it off cos its somehow stuck to the ink
so it hurts if i tried to pick it
i didnt scream !
kimo mia again hahaha
drank too much last night
totally cannot wake up i made a promise to myself to stop buying lanyards and changing them once every few weeks . ive since replaced the last lanyard i bought , a night safari one last month with a rainbow aeroplane one . kao
stop buying bags though not applicable to shoes
maybe just another bag :)
stop buying so many ear studs and lost them placing them at god knows where and then finding it again after two months
stop changing wallets already . this elle homme one suits just fine
as if i will listen to myself hahahahaha

today is my official chui day
database , catch no ball
totally dk anyth
and my mood is fucking lousy
my face totally no smile one
and i flare up easily
pui
sucky day
fuck la !
nvm , after school go cotton on (:
tml might be tattooing key on my ankle or heartagram at the back of my ear
see how it goes

Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, when did you last talk to them?
8.07 pm

When did you last really like someone?
dk

text or call?
text

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
I always do wrong things but i never regret

Do you hate being alone?
nope

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
sometimes

Who was the last person to call you?
weiyi . but i didnt pick up the call though

When was the last time you cried?
today , cos i watch tv . damn stupid i know

Who was the first person you talked to today?
mumsie

Where did you last fall asleep other than your bed?
in class . bth but it was for just 10 secs i swear !

Do you like holding hands?
yup

Do you think you will ever be married?
dk . dont really care

Is there someone who you instantly smile when you talk to?
yeahhhhhhhhhhh

You're crying at 12 at night, you call?
no one . i like to cry alone

Have you ever been called heartless?
yeah . i think im just really stubborn

How often do you get drunk?
never

Do you like your life at the moment?
i love it but it could have been better

Who did you spend most of the day today with?
weiyi and joanne

At the end of the day is your hair greasy?
depends on what i do loh

What’s the relationship between the last person you texted and you?
it's complicated ?

How’s your relationship between yourself and your parents?
cute . like good pals

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
maybe ?

If your parents searched your room, would they be mad at what they’d find?
yeah . i left my stuff lying around all the time even the kitchen has my bangles . the sofa is occupied by my bags . ):

How late were you up last night?
12am

If you could describe your day in one word, what would it be?
normal

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
that asshole who walks to inter from rp in front of me

Anything you’re avoiding?
yeah

Are you happier now or three months ago?
now

Who do you miss?
you

What would you do if you found a suitcase with a million dollars in it?
spend half , distribute remaining equally between family

joanne's bday is tml but we celebrated it in advance
ytd after school went to get her a cake with esmond and weiyi
SOMEBODY . move from bedok to woodlands already
still dw bring cake home cos her family will leech the cake
very good hor ? make me bring home
last year like also i bring one loh
lol anyway brought the cake from w6 to e6
saw eileen and jan
ask them join in
lit up her cake outside her class
she totally dk
lol
i know la she was so touched she almost cried hahaha her face like damn red . happy bday aunty ! (:

wah lao , i cant stop laughing cos my hand was resting on wenqi's butt
no space ! if not take this pic must raise up my hand leh
might as well touch people's butt hahahahaha

i think the wall looks better . thats y the proportion like that hahaha

some weeks ago
went out with kelly , finna , zw , yunos , noor , jy and joyce
wenta ikea henderson
had dinner at queensway
went back ikea to get some stuffs
headed to mount faber safra to bowl afterwards zw with his latest craze with red
same as faizal !
gayness hahaha

check out this tatt
cuteness max
oh ya , mumsie got me my quiksilver backpack alr
im only left with a pair of van shoes for my this month's to buy list
maybe should stock up on my basic tops
but ive already got purple , pink , gray , black , blue and red i dk what other colours to buy
and ive already ordered a cake for this coming sunday
and a wallet for mumsie
not sure wat else to get her leh
she doesnt lack of anything
maybe bring her out for a nice meal
and bowling session heh

831 means 'I Love You'8 letters3 words1 meaning

yesterday saw me going jurong west with revee , kimo and yvonne to touch up tatts
met razali , ange and yeeling at pioneer mall
razali did a heartagram on his hand
kimo had two female symbols at the back of her ear
hahaha
next time can pee in her ear
her symbol looks like the sign at the toilet door
but nice leh
yeeling did ankh on her ankle
ange did a combi of symbols on her wrist .
she says its the most painful tatt haha
now she feel my pain
revee and i just touch up
i added a small heart shape on my believe
next tatt , a heartagram at the back of my ear and a key on my ankle
thats it man . im not going to do anymore . hehmy tatt is still hurting alot now
prolly due to the fact that ytd at work
i got hot oil , soap and salt on my wound
like 2 hours after doing it
ytd was busy like fuck
and i was fryer
oh man
my wrist still hurts from lifting the baskets with fries .
had to top up the freezer with fries and nuggets 4 times
can u imagine ? 4 times !

heartagram!i really like this pic . but cant cover it up if i go work in future
or maybe just the symbol at the back of my ear loh

this will be on my ankle