colour my life

it's times like this

that made me thankful for

what i at least have in life

yeah

gd job to me

another 7 to my record

im like the cullens

'cept they're competing who grad the most number of times

and im competing for most number of 7s

hahaha

im not sad at all

i've come to terms

and im thankful for the thirty over smses i'd received in 4 hrs

and the ten over phone calls

i surprised myself

i thought i was going to switch off my phone and hide under the bedsheets for some time

but i didnt

and i didnt cry at all

surprising

cos i cried quite a lot the night before

four breakdowns actually

well

dad asked abt my results and i kept mum

so i think he sorta guess

but he wasnt angry or whatsoever

he asked me quietly

what am i planning to do now

u see

even till now

he's giving me the freedom to decide what i want in life

he doesnt want to interfere in my life

though ive made wrong decisions all my life

so

im gg to nyp and rp to appeal personally

hopefully

but that will mean taking math and sc again

kns !

24 points

yeah

but just those damn maths and science

anw

aster is gg to accompany me tml

yeah

so many ppl supporting me and encouraging me

lotsa thanks !

and erm

i'll reply all the smses later

and i hope u will stop crying

it's small thing aftall

must na de qi fang de xia

but most imptantly is nvr to give up