omfg it's the ah pek from UP!!!!!!!!
this tatt damn cute please
and suddenly i miss grandpa
it's been 4 years already
my last memory of him was him sitting outside his house in thailand watching us
i know he love me and bro the most cos his last wish was to see us
u know what's the disadvantage of having a foreigner mum?
u cant get to see your grandparents all the time
ive seen them for like less than 5 times my entire life and they love us the most
how sweet yet tragicif given a choice i would love them more but what do i know? i was only 12 the last time i saw them
i never got to say a proper goodbye

there used to be someone just like that
and i gave it up to avoid the hurt and because i couldnt force myself to like him
it's amazing how much he pays attention and how he places me above all others
i've never stopped feeling guilty
and no im not being emo,just writing what has been on my mind
ok back to personal taste now lol

Hey,I'm cassandra
you can call me cass
I laugh very easily
particularly at other people's laughter and people falling down
i am damn childish
and still listening to cartoon songs
like hakuna matata,barbie girl,speedy gonzales and pinky and the brain
i also get hurt easily and currently healing from 2 burns
one is almost completely healed and the other peeling
oh ya i just cut myself with the scotch tape cutter yesterday LOL
currently im yearning for sleepovers,for my body clock to normalise and to have enough money
to go buy a lot/do of things like
getting inked again,
tie dye shirts,
highlighting my hair gray,
huge ass rings,
ipod classic 160gb,
sling bags,
shopping sprees at cotton on,diva and forever 21
my current cravings are smoked salmon and thai food
that's all byebye cheechee

Holy fuck
taylor swift's new album is all purple and sparkly yay!

are u going to celebrate halloween at night safari?
i tell u u should
it will be worth your money
but fuck it's damn scary
the decos are enough to make me cry alr
all the chinese tomb stones,red lights,ghost weddings and opera ghosts
damn scary
i swear i will not sit at the side of the tram as usual
third year attending halloween and this year is the worst ever
asian ghost? fuck my life man

this is what i do 4am in the morning during holidays lol see my wound i hate burns the most
hahaha wearing specs upside down
hawt pink!
present from jelly and finna yay


taken after chunkfest
im going to start braiding my hair for my natural curls to grow out
im sick of reborning hair every six months
been doing that since 12 omfg la
plus i really like braids whoooot!



and i guess you cant tell im upset right?
i feel fucking useless that im of no help
all i ask for is to be happy
a simple wish that takes so much to fulfil

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Perks of working in night safari (my way)

• Learning to deal with politics at work and surviving
• Lepak!
• Visiting night safari,zoo and jurong bird bird foc
• Getting staff discount for every purchase in the retailing shops in wrs
• HALLOWEEN!
• Being able to wear ranger uniforms
• Learning to walk,run and fall in safety boots
• Free flow of lemonade,peach tea,green tea and soft drinks!
• Given opportunity to organise parties for the company (:
• Learning a lot more on animals
• Free entrance to watch fire and animal shows
  
• Chances to get recognised awards like EXSA

• Getting to know a lot of new friends and some are really worth keeping for life
• Learning how to make cocktails!!!
• Tourists thinks you look cute in ranger and always ask for pics
• Getting to see cute kids

The downside of working in night safari(also my way)

• Getting my body clock fucking screwed cos i start work at 6pm and ends at 12am
• Always getting injured(actually i get injured everywhere lol the last time i counted i got injured 30 times in ns LOL )
• Dealing with working in the dark
• Dealing with shitty customers ( over the years i've learnt to make fun of them instead of getting angry over them )
• You can never get rid of the stench on the uni
• sometimes company transport bo lai!must take cab somemore at night safari fucking dark knn

so in another 3 months it will be my third year working with the company
time really flies
and it will be the third time i celebrated halloween in night safari
many fond memories
i fell down at almost every corner in bongo but surprisingly there's one place i always thought i would fall there some day but till now i havent
it's the backyard cos its always wet and i almost always fall
many staff come and go
turnover rate damn high
but in the past,working was a breeze
and working wasnt just workingit was more of like playing and getting paid to
now working is just plain ole working and sometimes it's so hard i feel like giving up working altogether
and the feeling became stronger with the encouragement from the family
they never liked me working in bongo from the very beginning anyway
sometimes i would think why am i fighting so hard to continue working when everyone is gone and what's left are just memories which could never be relivedthen again i found new friends and the thought was pushed to the back of my mind
happy working to me (:
ending this post with a pic of me getting drenched on my 18th birthday
a tradition that has long died out
they even made a hat out of the chilli sachet box to prevent my head from getting wet
and asked me to remove my boots cos boots are damn hard to dry
obviously no use one lor
im glad when it was my turn,they banned the dumpster throwing tradition and the dirty residue one omg heng ah ti gong bo bi can lol

fri was a busy day
first stop was lavender army market
got the army water bottle
i really liked the bag i saw
melvin say next time if i saw something i liked i shouldnt buy it first
give myself a day to think
and if i still like it the next day
it means i really like the item and i can go buy already
i still like it leh haha
afterwards was thai food at golden mile
i had the usual basil leaves with chicken and rice
then to amk for koi
headed to serangoon north for more gravel sand and mineral salt water for my powerpuffs
cabbed down to seng kang for cup walker
finally to hougang and then jalan kayu for supper with the clique
mainly yunos,noor,zw,faizal,kimo,peggie and didi
i love this clique hehe
sooooooo
i cleaned the crabitat and mixed the sand up im tired of putting the food in the assigned place
cos i ended up having to dig the remaining food out and there are always sand among the food
so i turned over the biggest shell i have,put their food in it
this is bubbles
it was actually molting but all along i thought it was just really shy!
here u can see it's already digging
that was yesterday
just now i went out at night
came home around 2am
wanted to show mumsie i changed the sand
cb i saw this
i thought it died and my heart sank
i thought to myself " why everytime keep pets will die one? ): "
then i lifted up the skeleton
it was vvvv light
realised it was molting
new vulnerable crab in it
i heard we have to isolate the molting crab
ive set up a new crabitat for bubbles since
new mouse!
YAY!
it's damn slim and smaller than my phone
the scrolling wheel is at the side.the side!

and i received the top from love and bravery already.YAYNESS AH TODAY
big big smile
oh ya im ok already (:
virgos bounced back real fast

in case u cant really see the words
it reads virgo cover their emotions by being disciplines and aloof-it's purely for self protection
and it's damn right
i dont show my emotions doesnt mean im strong and u can hurt me
u hear me?
im talking about u
all along i thought we broke off because u thought i found someone better and didnt want u anymore
but the fact is that u found a lot of people whom u deemed better than me and u casted me aside
so u think it's ok to find someone better and ditch me
but it's not ok for me to find someone better after u ditch me for someone better?
what kind of fucking logic is this?
in the past when we broke off,i didnt know the entire story
now that i know what u did behind me
it's apparent u are afraid i'd ditch u thats why u dumped me
well guess what
u lost a whole good part of the deal
i guess u have forgotten who u went to when u quarrelled with your family
who accompanied u till wee hours in the morning
who hugged u when u cried
i will never do that for u again EVER
i may be a loudmouth to some
but that is because i chose to tell the truth no matter the price
this is my principle
those 3am cab rides to find those who are hurting,will never happen to u again
now i know why u wont come clean that u are hurt and felt i left u
cos that never happened and you have been telling lies
get the facts right
you hate to be backstabbed but u backstabbed me?!
and all along i didnt know u did that to me
and i was hurted,blamed myself and all
but hey
i didnt want u anymore
fuck your tor zhai
idk why whenever people are angry they go fuck your mother pussy,go rot in hell,i hope u die and all
but i can only think of fuck your tor zhai
yaya go ahead and laugh i dont know why people thinks im funny when im angry
i sent a text that goes fuck her ear hole fuck her nostrils fuck her tor zhai and fuck her open pores
yeah the receipent laughed
i dont want to see your face again ever
im a loudmouth but im a brutally honest one

and fuck my tweetdeck
it stops updating after awhile

check out katy perry's pearl
you don’t have to be a shell, you’re the one who rules your world. you are strong n you’ll learn that you can still go on. And you’ll always be a pearl.

not like the movies is about falling in love and it's not like the movies
my fave part of the lyrics was
they say you know when you know
he'll be the one that finishes your sentences

teenage dream is my second fave off the album
it's about getting this kind of euphoric feeling when you're falling in love for the first time and you're always looking for someone who makes u feel like that again
i got this offf seventeen mag
my fave part of the lyrics was
i know u'd get me so i let my walls come down
let's run away and dont ever look back
my heart stops when u look at me
i finally found u,my missing puzzle piece,im complete


fave off the album
the one that got away
fave lyrics was
never one without the other we made a pact
sometimes when i miss u i put those records on
i should've told u what u mean to me cos now i pay the price

it was glad's last day in bongo ns on sat
we got her a card and a huge cookie from famous amos
hope she like it (:
and no it's not expensive if it's bought for u we deco the envelope
smileys from kimo
colourful hearts from me
check out zac's name HAHAHAHAHAHA
not enough space
the reason why we bought the card
words printed
though it didnt look really nice
my part of the card
my handwriting never change since sec sch days

giant smiley cookie!
tiny card zac got for glad
we pasted it on the huge cookie box
i wrote the words kimo colour the rainbow

yay,hope she likes the cookie
she didnt suspect anyth when i asked what are her fave colours
'cos i dk which icing to choose
i change my laptop cover!
from purple crystals to this!


oh ya,seri i dont blame u for burning my arm k?
dont feel guilty already
i always get burnt so it's alright (:
but try to burn me with something lesser than 208 degree celcius can? LOL i dk whats the pop up thing
i think it's water leh
i just got this 4 hours ago
oh ya,i got another bday present from seri
she's a sweet lady
i knew her for less than 2 months
she went to ask kimo what i like
that idiot say bling bling and colourful things
and she got me these ear studs
and colourful pen with a tiny heart at the bottom
yay thanks!
friends who made an effort trying to know what you are like are love!

I totally hate today
did paper ut for java
like wtf i can barely pass even with laptop and 6ps
and now i have to do paper ut
surely have to retake this module
i feel like shit
and mumsie's gg court
she didnt elaborate much
and i haven seen her for 2 days
i dk what the fuck im doing
i just want to stay home and stone all day long
best if i had a hammock in my room
id stay in all day
right,to-do list:get a hammock

show u my hermies!
im damn proud of them cos i got them for nearly a month already
and they've been eating,drinking,digging well
and climbing VERY well hahathis is bubbles
hermies are like humans too
they've their own characters
bubbles is just very shy
sometimes i put her on my palm and it takes her 273895023546 hours to crawl
ok la to be fair i dk what's bubbles' gender
but since i call her bubbles cant expect me to think its a guy right?right?
this is blossom
she's like half shy and half active
sometimes u see her crawling around
sometimes she's in the sand
but here she is eating
think got my genes lol
look at this idiot here
hahahaha
buttercup here
climb high and low
crawl here and there
damn restless
but i like her the most!
gonna go buy new sand for them
maybe blue and normal sand
and get a tank with lid
and most shells
and salt water